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ytd rhetoric n lexicology exam.. haiz.. just two words to console myself "its over!"

tml is textual analysis n writing skills paper.. this is the only paper tat the teacher din tell us exactly how it would b tested and we also dunnoe how it is.. haiz..puzzledly studying now.. haha:D

on tuesday had my period of the month and its really unbearable n at this time where i had to study for my paper its really bad... darling bought the medicine for me n brought it to my house.. i was so surprise.. it was already 8plus 9pm ..
i was studying in my mum's room n my mum was bathing so the main door was closed then i received a call from him..
darling: lao po, u studying now ar?
me: ya..
darling: inside ur room?
me: no my mum's room.. better.. more condusive..
darling: oh no wonder, my train just passby ur house see so dark..
me: oh.. ya lor..
darling: erm.. lao po, so ur cramps ok ma? still painful?
me: ya lor... but have to study le.. bear with it lo..
darling: (lets out laughter) lao po, i buy medicine for u le.. u want to open the door? hee.. i'm outside le..
me: (SURPRISED.. got out of room.. open the door.. see a smiling darling in front of me)

come to think of it.. darling did alot things that will surprise me n touched me.. things he said always live in my heart...

recently when i went to a chalet with him.. his PESS friends were there.. b4 we left thomas n 2 other malay friends sang a song for us... then one of them wanted to tease us so he tried to hold my hands... darling really shook his hands away.. hugged me close to him n said to him.. " this is my lao po, my girlfriend k.. i love her alot.. u dun touch her hor..." he sounded so serious..

last sat we had a big dramatic argument day.. both of us were really sad.. the 1st time i felt so lost.. thankfully we made it up.. darling popped by the next day after his maths revision session at his friends' hostel.. with this..

i was so surprised... i love it so much...

darling sang me a song b4 he left that day.. it touched me n i really cant bear to see him go...

after this week of exam.. we can have some good dates le..

haiz he'll b having a 4days camp.. going on holiday with his family for 4 days.. i'll b missing him...

Happy 42nd Birthday MUMMY!!!

ya today is my mum's birthday... together with my bro n darling, we shared to buy her a gameboy advance sp.. hahalaughing at y get her that? simply cos i know my mum enjoys playing it... haa:P

morning had my 1st paper.. 6 choose 4.. 3qns was confident.. the last one was difficult.. i pick one that i think i can score better.. guess 15 marks was gone... haha:P

haiz wed was rhectoric test..that one is difficult n i have yet touch them.. shit..

went to the school i was posted to for TA..not bad... hopefully will have a gd time there..

at nite went to eat dinner with my parents at westmall.. my mum was happy.. daddy was with us n all was so happy.. dinner was absolutely great... aftertat we shop awhile then dad sent us back..

wanted to share alot of details tat happened today but dunnoe who shd i share cos everyone will b busy.. guess blogging is still a good choice...*thumbs up* anyway i will still tell ppl tat asked me.. i'm sure darling will b interested to know once he is off his work..as for now i share with ppl tat still read my blog..

blogging...

i love my blog..
i love to feel the response, hearing advices and seeing encouragments from ppl who knows me..
i blog cos i need a place to put my thoughts..
i blog cos im a person that doesn't know how to say everything in my mind to ppl.. by writing i can better express myyself..
i blog what i feel..
i blog what i think..
i never blog to pin point anyone..
if in my blog i cant say whati feel, what i think n express my very personal thoughts.. then.. i shant do it anymore..

i shall be back not too soon...

dizzy spells

today dunnoe is it stress or i m too tired.. felt a little dizzy here n there.. guess im falling sick.. haiz.. exams' coming.. hope i wun fall..

n precisely exams' next week yet i wasnt well prepared yet..still slacking away terrified me... haiya.. die ar..

well mugging for exam is tiring.. but i will pull thru this period... hope so... *fingers cross*

my econs tutor used to tell me: i will.. i can... if im willing to do it then i can do it...

i shall perservere!

exams stress..*pulls hair*

weekends wentby so fast..

saturday had a great shopping with my mum.. ate dinner n shopped for the vcds n ktv discs.. kasoshe have new songs to sing when they're here next time..yeah!!!

sunday ate breakfast wif darling cos we din meet up on sat at all.. then went to play badminton with thomas n his friends... ate lunch aftertat then shop ard town area.. was really tired...

here comes today the monday blues.. sigh~!! studied some stuff.. felt that its so stress.. exams starting next monday.. haiz i feel the stress again.. iya iya 怎么办？

anyway think will have a new tuition assignment.. p1 again.. think i like to teach lower pri.. intro thomas to my ex student.. today he's starting to teach him.. hope Raynor likes him... hee:) give darling a maths tuition assignment too... hope he can manage lor..

just some thoughts:

• ppl have to be responsible.. work when u are young or when u are still able to.. cos i feel that when u're older u may not have the amt of energy u have when u're young le..
• save when u can
• spend when u need...
• hold what u say..

i dun like it when ppl say "working is tiring.." when they are still young n are able to work..
(some ppl just self-pitied n then give tired as an excuse...bleah..lazy bums)

i dun like it when ppl say "its so hard to save.."
(some ppl just spend likeno body's business)

i dun like it when ppl say "i exceed my spending.." but do nothing to it.
(some ppl just say they spend too much but then still continue to spend, y do they complain in the 1st place?)

i dun like it when ppl say "i want to save le..i need to.." but then u see no actions..
(this is worse cos one dunnoe what is means by actions speak louder than words.. haiz..)

i find these irresponsible behaviour... what do think..?

my 1/3 NIE 'boyfriend'

well everybody..introducing my NIE 'boyfriend' Mr Thomas Wong.... *claps+ applause*
(this pic was taken a few months back)
ok firstly i got to know him in my contract teaching school (NYPS), he's now in NIE as me... well other than my darling and da ge, he's another best male friend in NIE.. well he self claim is my 1/3 NIE 'boyfriend' n i haf to share him with Susan n Huanlin(another colleague from NYPS)..

enuff of intro of this guy(an intro of him is needed cos i will be mentioning him in this entry)...

well his birthday is on 16/4, but me n susan n my darling decide to bring him out to get his present n celebrate for him... he enjoyed it n guess all of us enjoy this date...

take a look at our itinary n activities...

• 12pm leave sch
• ard 1.10pm reach IKEA (lunch)
• ard 2.45pm reach queensway shopping centre (buying of presents...)
• ard 5.45pm reach TAKASHIMAYA S.C ( shop ard the malls there..)
• ard 8pm reach wheelock (dinner@ NYDC)
• ard 10pm reach far east (take bus home)

well some comments on the activities:

1. lunch was filling..
2. great shopping at Queensway, bot a shirt n a pair of shoes for him... n the best part was he din know the shirt was for him as we lied that it was for susan's bb.. haha:P the shoes was a new design from Adidas and i love the design n was glad he loves it too... my darling had a shirt too...he loves it n i'm happy cos i paid for it:)
3. Thomas shopped for a tie at G2000 and i had a skirt at U2 n my darling bot it for me!!! been eyeing it for a long time liao..*skips around*
4. we went wisma isetan n me n susan both bot 2 tops... for our teaching assistantship in the coming june-july..
5. rest awhile n head to wheelock with a great dinner at NYDC.. darling's treat again.. nice..
6. walked back to taka n met Christopher n gf.. we met up wif Thomas's friends..
7. we really crapped alot during the whole date n was fun... really enjoyed it..

i had a great day..plus i manage to study abit in sch today! weeee:D

slack

been slacking.. haven done much revision.. die.. i must go back to revision soon.. haiz :(

night's out

Friday 070406
today was a relatively happy day..
i did my weekly cleaning as usual.
my friday session with senxin.
met darling for dinner at IKEA.
have my first night's out with darling n his PESS friends..(a great nite..)

why was i happy?
cos i did the cleaning within an hr..
cos the session with him was fruitful..
cos the dinner was quite gd if u dun count the waiting time for the bus n the crowd at the restaurant.
cos darling drove there n we were not lost. haha:P n i had to thank Thomas for the treat. most importantly cos its the 1st time my mum allow me to go out late in the nite.. my first night's out..i kinda enjoy it.. haha:P

ya its 3 am now.. better head to bed.. still waiting for darling to tell me he's home safely..

retail therapy cum happie 21st to Mixin dearie

met with da jie n susan at cityhall today..walked around marina square n suntec.. see see look look.. saw some clothes that we could buy for our teaching assistantship... nice..

while waiting for da ge to arrive, we went into ebase n saw a skirt.. cost oni $10.. decided to buy.. hee:P

ate lunch at kenny rogers.. 1st time there.. quite nice n i find that its relatively cheap ba... we chatted n crap as usual..

den wanted to go adidas shop to get xin's present but then they dun sell vouchers there.. so da jie accompany me down to taka while susan went for her tuition n da ge to his AOB...

went taka n bot the vouchers.. wantedto get $80 vouchers since they come in denominations of $10 n $50 but then.. they ran out of $10.. so decided to get her 2 $50 vouchers... well its 21st birthday n she's a good fren n this present is a cumulative of 2yrs' present so ok la...
then me n da jie go wisma's isetan... sales sia.. i bot 2 other tops.. cost $13 each.. hee good buy.. so happy!!!! guess retail therapy really work wonders..

went to darling's house.. his mum specially leave a bottle of bird's nest for me ar..so touching..

rushed down to meet xin.. then she psycho me go do pedicure... haha so i tried pedicure for the first time...hee.. happy..
ate at westmall mayim.. nice food.. so nice dinner for us.. great time spend with xin.. the smile on her face pays off when she received the present...

today is a happy day!!! haha:P

threading

threading is a traditional method to remove facial hair. its uses cotton thread against the face to remove the hair and is now a popular method to shape eye brow..

went out with my mum to go get aome thing for my daddy and we walked past this shop that does threading.. my mum n i decide to go ahead with this... its my first attempt.. was alittle painful when the lady thread my face... wah i can feel my hair being removed...my brow was done by another lady.. painful too.. my eyes was tearing when it was done.. finally know what ppl meant when they say "爱美不要命".. haha:D

felt so much better than last nite... darling played an important part.. he was so worried.. guessed i was just overly worried when i feel that i cant do as well as i did like last semester.. now that i've planned my revision.. things shd b fine.. just do my best shd b ok le..

ha darling came over for dinner...thot he wouldn't reach anytime so soon... n i slept so soundly.. he reached while i was sleeping.. haha ya n he saw how i slept... ooppss...

then i kicked a fuss over a packet of candy that my mum n i bot in the afternoon n that she din leave one for me to try...

darling left for home at 8pm... i started to vacuum n mop the floor.. by 8.25pm was expecting him to sms me to say he'd reached train station or was on board le.. but no sms was received.. got a little worried.. just then he appear at my doorstep again.. with the candy that i wanted to try n my mum's newspaper... so *touched*...

hmm.. dunnoe is it becos of the weather.. my head seems to be quite heavy n hurting... haiz.. headache is back whenever i feel stress... guess its the same everytime exams period draws near.... it'll b gone by next month............

anywaay meeting da jie n su san for lunch n getting xin deare her pressie... n also meeting xin for dinner... yeah...

studied some of chen jia jun notes.. quite fruitful la.. guess once i started with the revision i'll better handle the exam stress...

a song to share

我的天空天天都很灰，
我的心是个落叶的季节，
我不知道如何度过这个semester,
我想我要开始存钱还债了。

this was originally a S.H.E song.. then me n da jie change the lyrics when we feel that this semester was so so 难过.. haiz.. hopefully next semester will b better...

k gotta go start revision le..

feeling DOWN...

went to give tuition just now..

meet up with darling n ate rojak n chicken rice for dinner...

went home..

dun feel like gng home so after i got home, mopped the floor, bathe n went out again...

just walked to JE central.. walked around.. realise the place is quite crowded.. went up to the ice skating ring.. too cold to stay there alone.. came down.. wanted to see if i could buy anything for xin.. but basically found out that JE central got nth much.. anyway while at the ice skating ring have the urge to ask if van was free to go k-box with me to sing.. but think her dad's back she cant possibly come out at this hr.. sigh~

am i too stressed out? i dunnoe.. seems like i m starting to cant take stress..
"what happen???" always run thru my mind.. but i also dunnoe... i m feeling so down.. so so so so down... i either need to shout out or stay very quiet to get over this.... depression is drwing near...

haiz.. i guess i'm making ppl worried... i'll b fine.. jus need some time...grr help!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need a destress machine..its next on my wishlist..

some pictures..

anyway, last nite darling say maybe its time i change some pictures of us in the blog.. but then i realise we haven have time to take some nice shots since these few.. haha:P
nonetheless, i decide to put up some shots of the ppl that were more than often mention in my blog so that u not oni see their names u get to vaguely see their face.. haha:P

the 6 heads together is a picture of KASOSHE(my jc clique): (clockwise direction) see hoay, doris, yuan wen, me, vanessa n shu rong..

the 5 ppl standing are members in my 'family' at NIE: (left to right) da ge (kah wai), su san, da jie (eunice),me n darling(shi ren)..

friends are really important in lives other than family, ur friends are the ones that u can depend on... i'm glad at any point of time in my life, i have some very close friends standing by me..

hi-lo

this morning test was disastrous... haiz i think its the 1st test that i've taken in NIE that i totally dunnoe how to do a section... all 10 questions, none was i confident that i was correct.. i'm so very bad at this... i better get it right for exams.. need to see who can help me le... feel very LOW after the test... big sigh~!!

later on was communication skills oral test (50% of this module grade).. i got a relatively ok topic to talk on... da jie saw my grade while asking the teacher something.. i got a B for this.. sigh~ i think its not easy to get A but then i was hoping that this module i could get an A.. cos i dun think i have any hopes for A in other modules... but ok la told myself mus b contented with a B... since mayb i may get Cs in my other modules too... felt LOW too...

went to see Molin lao shi with da jie over the literature test... clear some doubts.. then went to find da ge n su san in library.. haha anyway, da ge thot he lost his pouch which was taken away by me n kept into my bag by da jie... his face was so 'diaoz' when later on he saw it again.. got abit HIGH when we started to joke n crap again.. anyway i wanted to peep at da ge from his back while he was messaging.. din know he did not realise n he turn ard n almost kissed me.. haha he say this was so dangerous... hahaha:P

went to MPH to find Thomas n then played badminton with da jie n susan... great time smashing n releasing all my stress..feels great..

wentfor the practicum briefing.. was so cold at NTU LT 1A... forgot my sweater today, lucky Thomas lend me... thks.. and da jie for giving me warmth... she hugged me so tightly that my other classmates thot we are starring in brokeback mountain2.. hahaha:P

after that darling played volleyball n i watched him... that was a nice game.. i like to see volleyball match.. admire how they play n spike the ball... but i just cant cos i seems to have ball phobia n no more ball sense since sec 2...the incident i nv forget...

anyway then left after a game n bot my lip balm cos i was having bad lip cracking.. head for home for dinner...

yea think my hols is starting n i m glad.. need to mug for exams for these few weeks...

24th april is an important day!!!!!!!

some updates

thurs
had lessons till 2.30pm.. went out with darling after that.. finally after such a long period of busy time we had something call quality date.. caught ice age 2.. quite a nice movie..enjoy..

fri
kasoshe (except: doris-chicken pox, shu rong-busy with sch assignments n stuff) came over for a nice dinner n ktv session.. realise was rather long since their last visit to my hse for such a gathering.. last time in JC they would b over almost every week.. we had a relatively great time though.. sang songs, talk n crap as usual.. anyway..just hope kasoshe can have a full attendance the next gathering...
thks wen for coming down after ur lesson.. hee:P

sat
had tuitions one after another as usual.. tiring~!!
met up with da jie, susan at Adam rd hawker to go to ailin's birthday party.. susan was telling me after a big round she still taught my cousin's children.. haha so qiao la... well we drove over to Tampines mall to meet up with darling.. anyway we were trying to find a parking lot at TM but the place is full of cars n so so crowded... haiz.. JAM JAM JAM.. after many rounds darling was done with his buying of gift so no need to park le, so we head straight to aloha changi... we had a few wrong turns n had a gd view at the changi airport b4 we finally got there...
was so so hungry le so ate the food fast.. nice.. n then we played games n entertain ourselves with darling as the joker as usual..
reach home caught ManU's match... cool~!!

sun
went to pray my maternal grandparents n my uncles... the place were so crowded, smoky n extremely hot!!!! i sweat like hell... but still i understand during this qing ming period is like that de la...
reached home, slept like a pig till 6pm...
went to eat dinner with my mum n shop for groceries at Giant IMM... finallyback home now..
sigh~ i did not study for my test tml.. i die liao...

k enough updates n back to studying..
anyway think after tml's practicum briefing i will know which sch i'll b posted to.. enticipating..