simple day simple love

recently had a meal wif my darlinggs sistas..
ros n weilin
had a gd catch up wif them..
a pity, we too engrossed wif our chats
n forgot abt fotos..
haiz.... BLUR..

anyway.
i am v glad
i haf a whole lot of frens tat are very concerned abt me...

till now i can oni say...
i am very thankful
and...
i just hope to pass each day simple..

have simple meal, simple love
and hope our simple dream can last
AS long AS possible...

sidenote...
exams nearing...
would be more on my notes..
mugging liao..
so less blogging...

cya ard...

birthday celebrationn??

well tot this yr was kinda quiet..
most frens were busy with EXAMS...
marking la.. cos all tcrs ma...

but nv the less..
i have got a group of tong xues with me..
***so so so touched***

came in with big big pressies...
and a self made tortoise card by kailing tongxue...

i haf got a 校友(DU-X)
name forget liao... cos oni xiao you, dun rmb name de!!! hahaha
and 3同学s...(sandra, bai yun n kai ling)
to pei me for my birthday..
we got no $$ still 破费.. really pai seh sia...
**thanks**

then slogged...
went for 2 tuitions...
both my students guessed it was my birthday
upon seeing the presents..
both said
'i didnt know.. happy birthday.. nxt time i buy present for u k..'
and my senxin boy offer me his precious sweets..
so cute laa..
made my day..

well
after my 2nd tuition,
my LION came..
stood at the stair case..
brot me my cake, sang me my birthday song...
***so touched***
almost cry liao...

ferst tyme eat cake until so 狼狈..
but was v nice...
thanks MR. LION!!!

darling,谢谢你。
永远都不会忘记~~！！

生日快乐！！！

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难，想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你的一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生
祝我生日~~快乐

decided

i cant decide...

whatever decision i make,
i will hurt someone...

i just hope
things will be better...
but will it???

it will oni get better..
i hope against hope...

very moody...

i am real sad...
where can i seek peace??!!!

some thoughts

cleared some thoughts...
at least i know i wasnt facing this alone anymore...

at least i know
and was assured...

though i still cry at times
though things are still the same
but at least i tried to get hold of myself

seeing u are at least still with me fighting this
i know
everything is still worth it...

thanks=)


Friends n cousie,
know i scared u guys..
but dun worry i'll be brave to go thru this hurdle..
at least with him...

thanks.....

最后一次

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
Ah Ha~

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

i lost my world...

how does it feel to cry yourself to sleep??
how does it feel to live ur meaningless world alone??

it feels as if everything is blackout ahead..
it feels as if u cannot see any light in front,
it feels as if it was snowing all yr round..
it feels as if u are walking barefooted on snow...
so dark, so cold, so lonely!!

life would nv be the same again...

this is the first time i feel SHE has taken sth out of my life...
sth that i need to breathe...
why so 残忍?

i wanna be away..
away from all these...
tell me how??

i am tired le..

眼泪篇

泪始终在流。。。
心无法平静。。。

我再也没有信心往前走。
我顿时失去了依靠。
我失去了也许是今生最爱的他，
经历了从来没有的痛。。。

原来，
爱情那么伤。。
一点都没错。。。

我的眼睛在流泪，
我的心在滴血。。。

你知道吗？

stress out

students' exams coming...
my big big test (ancient lit) and assignment deadline coming

very STRESS...
MOODLESS...

im tired..
tired of everything...

dinner @ 味之楼 a.k.a taste

Da ge, susan, me n Mr. Lion

went to this place along Mosque st for dinner,

after gg to our tour agency...

nice nice nice..

recommend for all...

keke=))

when the dishes came... we ate...

&&&

our comments were....

da ge's :

I'll be back...

susan's :

it was so long since i tasted such great food!!

Mr. Lion's :

OOOHHH AWWW... its so NICE lor....

mine:

WAH!!! its so so so so nice...my god!!!

kk shall let pics do the talking then...

the restaurant... nice ambience...

the table layout for each one of us...

venison and braised tofu in mushroom n scallops

(p.s: the tofu sent us to heaven)

spinach in oyster sauce...

this is it.. the ultra nice spicy salted chicken...

u gotta try this man...

our desserts..lazy to name.. but its all nice...

------------------------------------------------------

after dinner we had a good laugh man

....

Mr. Lion suggest bowling

so so so

off we go to textile centre in a cab

n the cab driver is an Indian...

(no i wasnt being racist here)

we reached there

found it weird as all shops were closed..

then da ge asked an uncle

"here got bowling alley ma??"

"oh last time have... NOW no more le!!"

LMAO...

guess wat's da ge's reply??

"oh i see... guess we are LATE huh???"

kaoz LATE??? how late?? 2 yrs?? hahahaha=X

den Mr. Lion said in an indian slang....

" these chinese are stupid!!! bowl in textile centre???"

LMAO...

so off we walked from textile centre to bugis

then to NLB for toilet..

then cabbed home...

funny outing la...

trip confirmed

yes sorry sandra tong xue,
i have to announce this again....

hahaha =X

yups...
i have paid for my trip,
damaged done...
so $648
for 9days in
CHINA-JIANG NAN_SHANGHAI!!!

hahahaha=))

&&&&
applaud for me..
i've gotten a great deal..
bot a winter jacket for just $25...
cool!!!

so so so
im all ready to go for holidays..

shall jia you for my tests
and of cos exams..
then off i go...
ENJOY!!!

hahahahahaha =D

too bad susan cant join us again
but dun worry ger,
u are always with us..
we will bring lots of stuffs..erm wait ah...
erm maybe more fotos la
i promise.
keke=P

...

happy b'dae to my cousie-win
happy 20th birthday yo...!!!

_____________________________

well...
hmm...
i was still thinking tat
at least peace have crept in to my life
but once again
the fear gushed in like mad waves...

haiz...
'please dun make me angry anymore!!'
'Do wat u deem fit!!'

wat other words could be more hurtful..
esp when they come out from ur closest LOVE...

sigh....
i hang in dere cos a fren told me
'hang on dere,
its ur love for each other that will solve all prob..'

i hang on..
held on tightly...
i wished i could turn off my ears..
sometimes..
it may do me good..

i regret...
or maybe not...
regret is not appropriate..

haiz...

say bye to willy for now

yes haven been blogging
cos i was busy with 'WILLY'...

ahahaa=))
no la...
i just ended war
with 汉语拼音...
for now...

shall fight
with aidong-jie
for my 历代散文
for these 2 wks...

sigh...
no life
no life
no life...

but at least..
mum's chk up was FINE!!
phew~~!!
glad...super worried...

&&&
im happy..
cos i can 安心
go shanghai-China
with my NIE-jie meis
this DEC hols..

so so so
looking forward man...
yippies...=))))))