Monday, August 30

the feelings ive forgotten.



well,
weekends always fly past...
went to the japanese film festival with baby.
nice films...
one of which i like it as it depicts how
married couples shd communicate and behave...

and prelims for my p6 were OVER!
back to normal lessons
and its teacher's day soon.

baby says its the perks of teachers to get this holiday
i feel its more than that...
wat perks me more is when students come n say
谢谢你,汪老师!
the feeling regardless of sincere or not...
its gd to feel appreciated i guess....

i APPRECIATE my teachers too... =D

Friday, August 27

weekends

Monday, August 23

Creation of the TEACHER!

THE CREATION OF THE TEACHER
Author Unknown

The Good Lord was creating teachers. It was His sixth day of 'overtime' and He knew that this was a tremendous responsibility for teachers would touch the lives of so many impressionable young children. An angel appeared to Him and said, "You are taking a long time to figure this one out."

"Yes," said the Lord, " but have you read the specs on this order?"

TEACHER:

…must stand above all students, yet be on their level
... must be able to do 180 things not connected with the subject being taught
... must run on coffee and leftovers,
... must communicate vital knowledge to all students daily and be right most of the time
... must have more time for others than for herself/himself
... must have a smile that can endure through pay cuts, problematic children, and worried parents
... must go on teaching when parents question every move and others are not supportive
... must have 6 pair of hands.

"Six pair of hands, " said the angel, "that's impossible"
"Well, " said the Lord, " it is not the hands that are the problem. It is the three pairs of eyes that are presenting the most difficulty!"

The angel looked incredulous, " Three pairs of eyes...on a standard model?"

The Lord nodded His head, " One pair can see a student for what he is and not what others have labeled him as. Another pair of eyes is in the back of the teacher's head to see what should not be seen, but what must be known. The eyes in the front are only to look at the child as he/she 'acts out' in order to reflect, " I understand and I still believe in you", without so much as saying a word to the child."

"Lord, " said the angel, " this is a very large project and I think you should work on it tomorrow".

"I can't," said the Lord, " for I have come very close to creating something much like Myself. I have one that comes to work when he/she is sick.....teaches a class of children that do not want to learn....has a special place in his/her heart for children who are not his/her own.....understands the struggles of those who have difficulty....never takes the students for granted..."

The angel looked closely at the model the Lord was creating.
"It is too soft-hearted, " said the angel.

"Yes," said the Lord, " but also tough, You can not imagine what this teacher can endure or do, if necessary".

"Can this teacher think?" asked the angel.

"Not only think," said the Lord,. "but reason and compromise."

The angel came closer to have a better look at the model and ran his finger over the teacher's cheek.

"Well, Lord, " said the angel, your job looks fine but there is a leak. I told you that you were putting too much into this model. You can not imagine the stress that will be placed upon the teacher."

The Lord moved in closer and lifted the drop of moisture from the teacher's cheek. It shone and glistened in the light.

"It is not a leak," He said, "It is a tear."

"A tear? What is that?" asked the angel, "What is a tear for?"

The Lord replied with great thought, " It is for the joy and pride of seeing a child accomplish even the smallest task. It is for the loneliness of children who have a hard time to fit in and it is for compassion for the feelings of their parents. It comes from the pain of not being able to reach some children and the disappointment those children feel in themselves. It comes often when a teacher has been with a class for a year and must say good-bye to those students and get ready to welcome a new class."

"My, " said the angel, " The tear thing is a great idea...You are a genius!!"
The Lord looked somber, "I didn't put it there."

Monday, August 16

唐山大地震-2010 MOVIE

last sat baby brought me to the movies.
and we watched 唐山大地震

i think its awesome!
really! given the plot
and the characters'内心戏 in the movie
totally melt me..
and ppl ard me are mostly tearing..

i can hear the sniffing sound
all around...

if u wanna have a gd emotional time,
do go for this film...



Wednesday, August 11

National Day celebrations n Hols...

well its the nation's 45th on Monday...
schools celebrated it last fri.

with the sea of red in the hall..
singing n 'highing' away...
great.. could be better
if more 'old' national day songs were sang!

after that they had telematches
and sports carnival.
was with P3s with floorball....
cool~!!

after which went shopping ard n had lunch with mum
followed by mani n pedi...

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sat 7/8 was my Rosalind sis wedding day.
it was at MBS...
but the journey there was torturous with the many many many
rd blks and the YOG torch relay n rehearsals...
hate it to the max..
imagine leaving home at 4 n reaching there at 6plus...
with many rounds ard cityhall, raffles city, n marina sq!
till now my blisters still hurts!
*ouch*
nt to mention the hefty sum of taxi fare... =X


but nontheless,
it was great seeing her so happily married...
still recalled the times when in JPS..
she was still healing her wound from the previous r/s
and after which her telling us abt her new r/s
and here they are happily married.
=))

catch up with some ex-colleagues
who kept asking me to go back to
JPS... lol =P

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and on MON...
went over baby's place
and i had quality time spent with him finally...
=D
its great to have u by my side the whole day..
and watching the NDP with him n eating Mac... =)


and so its also the opening for the 7th month...

oh right...
the pollution starts... =X

but well respect...!!

kk...
post hols blues..
and i needa go for contact time le..
ciaoz.

Tuesday, August 3

some thoughts

好久都没有emo emo 了。。。
是好事啦,但想分享一些emo emo 的歌。

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自从上一段恋情结束后,我都一直很emo,
什么都无法将我从痛苦和难过中抽离。

后来“遇”到了展毅,
他让我的生命开始有了“新鲜感”,
我渐渐地被他的行动和承诺打动,
开始了我们的恋曲。

刚开始,我很不习惯,
不习惯身边的“他”换了新脸孔,
不习惯新恋情,
更让我不时想念起以前的“他”。
有时,我还在展毅面前告诉他好多好多以前的事。
有时,我甚至默默地想念“他”,在他的部落格上留言。

后来,一次很偶然的机会,让我与展毅聊天,
才知道,他一直都知道我还想念“他”,还有留言的事。
但他只是坦然地说没关系。

有一天,他介绍我听这首歌。
o town 的 all or nothing.
歌词诠释了他的心声。




我听了后很很很难过,
甚至愧疚。
我突然发现自己好傻,
身边这个‘笨蛋’竟然默默忍受,
为我付出,暗自苦恼,
但却仍然非常珍惜我,我却一而再地在伤害他。

那天起,我告诉自己,
我不能再辜负他了。
虽然,我偶尔还是会不经意地提起从前,
但我知道我真的,move on 了!

偶尔,
我会问我的“笨蛋”展毅,
为什么他那么傻,
明知道我当时还无法忘记“他”,却还是那么爱我?
他只是淡淡一句:“LOVE IS BLIND!”
还说:“我相信只要我尽力了,
就算你真的后来放弃我,我也就不会后悔了!”

很感动,而我知道我从来就没有要放弃的打算!=)

那天在KTV里,
展毅唱了陶吉吉 的《爱很简单》。
歌词都是他对我说过无数次的:

忘了是怎么开始,就是对你有一种感觉。
突然间发现自己,已深深爱上你,
就那么简单!
I Love.... You!


陶醉在其中的我,听了很感动。
下一首歌,
却是YuKi 的《第一次》。。。




我听了后,心酸酸的,
带点醋意,因为突然想到这首歌
展毅提起过,
是他初恋失恋后的疗伤歌曲。

“他在想她吗?”我脑中浮现这个问题。

才察觉,原来我现在的他,
也曾受伤,但他却没有像我一样,
常常在‘做比较’,回忆当时等。

看着他有些哀伤的眼神,
我突然想,
他是否也曾很伤,
很想挽回他的初恋,
是否也很遗憾失去她。

便想到,是否得不到的
将是我们生命中的一个遗憾呢?