一封给我，也给他的信...

离开，或者应该说分开已有两个多月。。。

没有人会相信
3年多的感情能够在短短的两个多月内
完全放下。。。

所以，
原本好像收拾好的心情与回忆，
今天在收拾柜子时又被钩起。。。

看到你写给我的信上的每个字，
是那么真诚。。。
我其实很不愿相信
你会对我做出这样的伤害。。。

你对我的好，
对我的温柔，体贴，
细心的关怀与照顾。。。

不知何时渐渐减少时，
我应该察觉到，
但我选择相信你。。。

可是这份信任却被你的背叛
而彻底毁灭。。。
我伤心，难过，
心真的像被撕裂般
痛苦难熬。。。

而这份伤口，
不止一次，
而还是被你一而再，
再而三地撒盐。。。

我生气你为什么不让我
在我们的爱还美丽时离开，
为什么不让这一切还没这么伤人时结束？
一直不希望让感情变得那么不堪的我，
还是在这段感情跌倒了。。。

我跌倒了，
很重的跌了一交。。
我对自己或是感情很没信心了。。。
我觉得再站起来，
是多么困难的事。。

但我很庆幸身边有很多好朋友。。
他们的鼓励与支持，
让我重新建立信心。。。

我慢慢地站起来，
我重拾自己好久不见的乐观、微笑。。。

今天写完这封信后，
我决定不再让伤口裂开。。。
我们仍会是朋友。。
我会在你需要时给你
当朋友会给予的鼓励。。。

我相信你也会一样，
支持我，鼓励我。。。
我还愿意相信你说的
“失去你会是我永远的遗憾!”

虽然偶尔会想念，
但那只会成为我们的回忆。
谢谢你带给我的美好。
谢谢你让我尝到跌倒的苦头，
走过人生必经的道路。
谢谢你曾在我的人生中出现，
让我上了人生宝贵的一课。

我们的关系不会再有任何变化。。。
因为。。。
我们的爱早在你的背叛之后，
画上的不是省略号……
也不可能是逗号，
而是完整的句号。
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《不，完美》 李玖哲

你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
(我的完美成了罪)
我的完美也只是 不完美

后来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵


连歌词都那么贴切。。。

recess week is ending!!

i cant believe it...

RECESS WEEK is ENDING!!!!

haiz.... =((
its like i cant believe it....
u noe.. i din enjoy anything yet!!
except eating more than usual....

ahhhhh!!!
i need more time..
cos i have 文言语法test the first thing after recess wk
on a monday morning!!!!

and im still struggling with the
test revision....
IM so gonna DIE!!!

sadded!! =((

520 = 我爱你

520 = 我 爱 你??!!

well,
actually no this post is not gonna be abt
LOVE!!

its just for a simple reason,
cos this is the 520th post!!
hahaha..
&&&&
i wanna make this post all for my sandra TX....
(感动吧?)

today is sandra TX's bird-day.....
so i wan to post this post to tell her
how much we love her...
hahahaha...LOL=p

actually we celebrated last week on fri..
cos... this wk happens to be recess wk..
so we're afraid we may nt meet her...

another reason is..
our birthday gift for her is a
MINI-MAHJONG set...
from our sch's bazzar...
so it requires some effort on our part to not let her see
the set along the bazzar 'street'!!

plus reason no 3,
stipend is FINALLY in on tt day,
so we have money to buy for her liao...=))

although we wun get the set,
our TX is stil v happy..

see she so happy upon receiving our gifts... =P


other than the MJ set, we bot her a top too.. =))


the TXs.... w/o XY.. haha=DD


Now full grp pic of the TXs & XY.... =)

Look at out wishes on her birthday card...

do u sense anything abt our sandra TX??


anyway,

sandra TX,

Happy Birthday...

生日快乐!!

TXs n XY's BBQ

星期六，
天气晴朗、阳光明媚。
(okie, i was lying...
it rain horribly in the afternoon b4 we got to ECP =/)

看一看这张小白同学照的风景相。。。
多美吧？！


看看她那神气的相机！=)


小白是我们这次烧烤会活动的主要摄影师！=)

她拍我做事！ahaha..=D


小白没空拍照了。。 因为我们要生火，
大家都很忙。。烧烤能否成功最终还是要看是否能把火起好！

看大家的目光都在这群忙忙碌碌的男生身上！

还在‘摆阵’？

他们在忙着起火，我还是想念着刚吃过的水果沙拉。。

超赞的！

虽由启谋先生搅拌，但还是他妈妈准备的， 真感谢！

女生并没闲着，在男生生火前，

我们已经忙着准备食物了！！ =)

有图为证！

好了，

这次出席‘同学s与系友烧烤会’的人有：

当然同学们与系友及他们各自的伴侣。。

（除了小白可怜的宁哥哥得加班不能来以外）

还有。。。凯铃同学的哥哥及女友！

他们都是我的新网球伙伴！！很风趣好玩的一对！

当然，

不能忘记最受瞩目的焦点！

JUNIOR!! 凯铃的狗狗!

credits to William.. （这是他照的）

这张照片把junior 可爱的一面捕捉得很好！

大家都喜欢它！！

看小白都不拍照了，溜狗去了。。。

凯铃同学，与她的bf 启谋先生和junior 的全家福。

我喜欢这张junior 与mummy的合照！！ =))

当然，天下没有不散之宴席，

玩得疯了后，还是知道该回家了。。。

虽然依依不舍，但是我们约定下次再来！！

而且，大家都一致强调这次烧烤会的食物，

是我们参加烧烤会有史以来

最好吃的！！！

在临别时，

当然不忘了拍张全体合照！

from left

top:

wayne, Du tao, Terence, Qi Mou, William.

bottom:

Eunice, Michelle, Sandra, Xiao bai&Junior, Kelle, Shuyu.

woooo...

looking forward to the next food gathering.. =D

just back from driving

Im just back from driving...
im im super HIGH!!!

kekekekekekekekee=DD

yuppie,
that's becos today i finally got out of the circuit
and to the main RD!! omg..

i cannot imagine myself driving on the rd man..
and i totally love my instructor today for being so

DARING!!!

i actually drove out of BBDC,
ard bukit batok,
then towards JE, then to boonlay way,
then to clementi,
then to sunset way,
then to bukit timah
then along old jurong rd
then to the old CCK rd there
(near ten mile junction)
then up to Bukit batok there again..

then still got time...
go around Bukit gombak area...

OMG!!!!

i learnt to drive at 50km/h
rapid acceleration,
stopping, reducing speed,
lane switching,
turning,
chk blind spot
and the best of all is

FLASH HIGH BEAM

at turning car to GIVE WAY to me!!
hahahahaha!! =DD

its super fun la...
i cant control my smiles man... =D

interesting wk to start off!!!

Right folks,
IM BACK!!!
with super lots of things.
warning,
its a long post!!!
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haha... this week is an interesting wk..
it had started out really well....

firstly,
SUN 15feb,
had my 1st driving!!
woohoo...
its really exciting n nervous when my instructor say
'the car is yours now!!'

OMG laaa...!!!

2ndly,
tennis on MON 16feb
was uber duper FUN!!!
u'll noe why in awhile...

no.1, there's lesser ppl in the class now,
so we got the attn of coach easily!! yeahness!!

no.2, b4 tennis class starts,
we had a small hiccup,
with a BIRD- parrot to be exact!!

this green parrot flew aimlessly into the tennis court,
knocked onto the fences ard the court
and dropped helplessly onto the bench just beside us!!!
and i strongly believed it had already!!!

see... its lying so lifelessly...

we're so LOST!!
then we were saying shall we bring it home to nurse it,
at least to the vet.. or watever...
then KL suggested Xiao Bai to bring it home...

as xiao bai was hesitating,
she kept saying
'we shd give it some water!'
then she kept sprinkling water...

SUDDENLY,
the parrot stood up!!

but u can see its leg is injured!!!

its right leg...

then we decided to take a pic with it... =)

just as we were happily posing n all done,

the parrot suddenly open up its wings,

as fast as it could,

it flew towards another side of the fence...

we're all like screaming,

“不要啊！撞了！撞了！”

stupidly,

the parrot knocked against the fence a 2nd time,

and then....

down it came lying on the floor...

KL's bf hurriedly carried it,

and we decided to bring it out of court to let it fly...

and yes finally it flew to a tree..

hope it will heal... =D

okie..

back to tennis FUN

no. 3,

its the learning of backhand stroke

and service!!!

i think its super fun........ =)))

and u noe,

KL broke a record!!

she HIT a ball out of court the fences

to the expressway just outside the SSC...

that's $2 u know??!!!

LOL=DD

okie,

so today,

TUES 17feb

went BBDC at first just for this....

ya... my Final Theory Practice session...

but found out there's a driving slot..

so took it despite tt i was VERY VERY TIRED!!!

but i was glad i took it..

cos the instructor is very gd...

he's serious, but NOT strict!!

and he's patient!!

i like the way he teach..

i was taught the anti-clockwise turn

and was corrected the way i control my steering wheel!!

i feel i learn sth...

ha.. anyway, im looking forward to sun...

where i have my 3rd session...

wooohooo...

and this instructor actually says he's keen to take me

so he say he'll try to see if he can teach me on sun...

keep my fingers cross then....

muahahaha...

okie its a long post...=DD

shall end it..

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and show u one of my fav pic

with the pri sch gers taken on 14feb09

heart u gers....

we'll have our friendship sailing forever!! =DD

muacks!!! ;p

v day celebration 2009

i enjoyed my V day thoroughly this yr!!!

Frankly, its been really long since
i last spent this occasion with a 'single' status.
and i find it pretty cool to do so this yr...
(no doubt upon seeing couples so loving tgt and the flowers they held wud sometimes bring abt an envy look on my face but i still love the way it is now=D)

anyway, so my V-day was spent with my Valentines of more than a decade!!
omg!! im frens with Lian n Hong for more than 10yrs..
13yrs to be exact!! omg!!!
haha.. absolutely heart these 2 gers...=DD

so we went KTV-ing with buffet!!
let the pictures narrate my day!


the buffet!! wow so much food!!! =D

and these are not all!!!

the 3 siao char bors... haha=DD



hong wif her chicken wing while i sing!!


me n lian!!!

my 2 crazy n adorable pri sch mates!!

see they keep cam-whoring while i sing!!!

so after a few hrs,

the food, drink and KTV ended!!!
look at the finished up food!!

i cant believed we manage to eat them all... =O

headed off the esplanade..

but b4 tt, we decided to have ice creams...

Look at the delicious ice creams!!! =)

(i like my shirt's print included in this pic)


us savouring the yummy ice creams..

there we're supposed to have 3 of us here...

but left me n hong... cos lian's face was chopped off by herself..

she was the one taking the pic...LOL=D

so another attempt with positions changed!! =D

sitting by the stairs opposite colours of the bay....

i like this pic... lighting is nice.. n romantic!!

actually there're more crazy n funnier shots...

but its with lian..

so wait till i got hold of them...

haha.. kk..

cya!!

happy V-day!!

happy V day to all!!!

its a day filled with love and happiness,
enjoy the day... =))

cos i would too with my pri sch gers later..
so looking forward...
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13th Feb...

went out with kexin n HL_milk...
updated them with my recent happenings..
n wat can gers do??

of cos its sitting down comfortably
and GOSSIPs!!!
haha... we chat abt lots..
and concluded,

GUYS are BASTARDS...

just as KL always say,

GUYS are JERKS!!

muahahahha...
opppss... ok im sorry
if u happen to be the exceptional..
LOL=D

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yep 13th feb,
2 mths since our brk up,
i think we're both dng well now...
=)

yep 14th feb
Valentine's day...

finally a wkend v-day
but we wun be celebrating it tgt
this yr n anymore...

dinner meet up with my sec sch besties

wooo first thing 1st...
though i noe its nth much but i wanna say...

I'VE PASSED MY basic theory test!!! =DD
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anyway,
yep... finally met up with my 2 sec sch besties...
xin n siman...

cool.. so off for a gd dinner at Asian Kitchen...
nice food!! =DD

the side dishes are my fav.
tofu, chilli softshell crab, guo tie, xiao long bao, gailan wif mushroom!!
yummy!!

then we head to TCC nearby to chill...
took pics...

me with xin dearie..

siman with xin dearie

me with siman bestie

the 3 of us...!! =)

we shall meet up more often...

once a mth!!

haha.. looking forward to next mth's dinner!!

and a random complain b4 i end this post,

IM BROKE!!! =((

happy birthday...

Happy birthday to my dearest TX--

亲爱的白云...

oh my 可爱的TX...
today's ur 大日子，
so i wish u happiness and of cos,
永远青春美丽!!

here's a birthday cake for u... =DD


hope u dun mind ah..
cos its actually my birthday cake last yr... =))
LOL=D

well my very blur kasoshe member doris kho
finally decided to email us the long overdue pics
which we took during my b'day celebration last yr
at east coast where we went blading!!

it was fun as far as i rmbed...
and below are some of the pics...


me with my b'day cake... =D




this pic below is super funny...
cos... this uncle behind us... if u can see..
he kept 'sshhhh-ing' us, as if we were v noisy la...
and then finally doris cant stand him
so we took a pic like this..
LOL...



me with yuan wen... i like this pic.. haha..=D


of cos no kasoshe outing w/o a full grp pic!!


and this pic comes with a price...
if u can see we're still all geared with our blades..
so i was squating when taking this pic..


once the pic was taken,
i was really pushed head down...
and yes i rolled forward underneath the table
n SAT on the floor!!

LMAO...
it was indeed a great celebration... =D
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i rmb last yr bday celebration
was really a disappointment from him,
but as i think back,
i had a few which were great from my dearie frens,
n my family!!

really glad i had my friends n family always with me
no matter what happens... =D