happy kasoshe day!!

yup its kasoshe day today!!!

Doris
Vanessa
See Hoay
Yuan Wen
Shuyu
Shu Rong

we made up kasoshe....

and here's the celebration to our day...
we are friends for 5yrs loe.... cool...
and many more yrs to come....

i love kasoshe....

sunshine after the rain...

yup...
i do hope its really
sunshine after the rain...

thanks friends...
i m ok le...
we are ok le...

sandra,
thks..
i hope as u say,
yang guang zong zai feng yu hou...

i can see the rainbow.....

i feel extremely lost and sad.....
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i spend a night tossing and turning on bed... looking thru all the smses u sent to me...

'darling, i love u deeply and this is a fact which no matter what happens stay throughout as long as i live"

'i love u lao po! let me assured you that you will always be e only one i love! my love for you last as long as i live in this world. wo ai ni!'

and i teared when i saw the sms on medicine where you told me it will last a lifetime....

for how much we have been thru, your smses always brought me smile and tears... i always feel so touched.... like i said before the wo yao he lao po jie hun at the fountain at suntec stays so clear in my mind....

i always thought we often argue and quarell but like i believed in your words, we always made up and will have happy times too...

the happy times we shared, the beautiful memories...i wouldnt forget...

i thought our love could brave thru anything...

but this time i guess.....
maybe i really lose it this time,
maybe i really cause u hurt,
maybe i really made u lost ur hopes in me,
maybe i really made u lose confidence in our r/s,
maybe i would really lose you this time...

i just wan to say....
no matter what u remain in my heart...
a r/s i think i also gave my most effort to...
i love u deeply too...

stresss!!!!!

stress....

everything is still not very right....

sigh~!!

i dun like this feeling.....

nice day...

morning woke up...
went to JE to mit him
pass him the file i accidentally took wif me...
hmm he needs it for his test
i feel terribly guilty
for bringing it home with me.........

iya... i blur la...
next time....
hmm... guess
there wont be next time.........

anyway, went back home with breakfast...
took with darling nathaniel and mummy

aft tat did some chores...
windows cleaning for mum's room
and usual cleaning of other parts of the hse....

Mary aunt (my mum's fren)
Alan's (my childhood fren) mum
came over my place......

we had long chats and
we had lunch at WM's mayim(tian le li)
had a walk home.....

chats chats......
great chatting sessions with these 2 aunts that have watched me grow up......

and now packing my notes
looking at the assignments
we have to complete
and proj coming up....

OOOOOHHHHH
NOOOOOOOO!!!!
*pulls hair*

grrrrrr......
sianz.....
time for some de-stress...
badminton tmr....
yipppiesss.... haha :)

tired

had been busy wif hse work recently
mum's not been feeling well...
so i shall take over her duties...
i mean as much as i can...
ahem... i am a good daughter k...

haha... jokes aside...
alright had one project down but still got
MORE to come...

sianzzzzzz....

tired out...

tuition, work, chores.....

mood swings............ on the

RISE....!!!!!

sianz...

with project due dates start to draw near,
with practicum date starts to draw near,

i am feeling STRESS again....


haiz...
i am simply stress...

sumtymes,
i just thot if i cud vanish into my own world...

without anyone bugging me...
i dun like the situation i am in now...

neither do u like,
i think.....

i remembered
he sang this song to me once...
i was touched and i teared....

today when i listened to this song again...
i almost cried....

urghhh.. how emotional...

anyway... happy 17th monthsary darling....

zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni

i will melt
and even tear
when he sings
this song to me
holding my hands
looking into my eyes....

Andy's Lau--- zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni (再说一次 我爱你)

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记得 那天

你坐在我的面前

你的意愿很明显

等我的表现

我说 改天

等我有足够的时间

我一定给你一次完美

爱情的宣言

多想 抓紧每一瞬间

只怕故事已是昨天

才明白 忽略是我
最大的缺陷

我真的 好想

再说一次我爱你

我愿意放弃所有一切

只为换回你

如果 时间

能够为你而倒流

真的好想牵着你的双手

再说一次 我爱你

回忆 已经

没有你在我面前

看什么也会感到厌倦

我闭上双眼

多想 两个人盖一张被

一同刷牙

一同洗脸

才明白 错把机会借给了明天

我真的 好想再说一次我爱你

我愿意放弃所有一切

只为换回你

逃避 原来

不是面对的道理

看清自己种下的可惜

重复后悔的延续

喔…我真的 好想

再说一次我爱你

我愿意放弃所有一切

只为换回你

如果 时间

能够为你而倒流

真的好想牵着你的双手

再说一次我爱你...

I love my project group...

haha...
i went woodlands for project dicussion today...
i had a great group...
i like the way we work...
this is the way i love project to be done...
yes....
yippie....


haha... ignore me.. im just being happy...

anyway... i had a good ride on the train today
dunnoe where to go after discussion
called him
but he wanted to play games
so NEVERMIND...
i tot i just go home since it rain..
trained to marsiling
kranji..
he smsed asked me go his hse..
talked to his mum...
can spend more time with his mum...
think n think...
iya ok la...
got out at yew tee..
went to sembawang...
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chat with his mum..
not bad la..
had a great talk... hee
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trianed back to JE
to give tuition...

no wonder SMRT can earn $$$
hahahaha :)
blame it on an indecisive me....
bleah~!!!

im sick...

im sick le...
yup.../:
tues was first day to sch
had bad sore throat
told da jie i am gonna be sick
true enuff
in the evening
i felt the giddy
headache
bodyache
signs of FEVER!!!

he accompany me to the doc
fever, sore throat...
took medicine
rest a day at home...

so today felt better
and.... i received a self made/drawn
winnie the pooh
get well soon card.. from
HIM....
warm my heart....
but right now
my throat seems to be back AGAIN!!!

guess must be my butter toast just now....
sigh~!!!
must take medicine again....
sianz...
the anti-biotics really is a BLEAH~!!!!!

k that's all....
proj discussion tml... sigh~!!
jia you jia you jia you...
last sem le!!!!!!

recent updates...

6/1/07
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my naughty cousin's birthday... ahaha..
actually he's not naughty la but i so used to call him
naughty shawn...
anyway so fast.. time flies man.. he's already 8yrs old...
i still rmb him being a new born..
then when he's 1-2yrs old when my mum took care of him..
now im actually teaching him his work le...

seems like 岁月不留人(sui yue bu liu ren)worrrr.....
LOL~!!!

7/1/07
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aft giving compo tuition to weihao,
i took bus to JE market to buy the
piping hot tiong bahru egg tarts
for darling and his family..
tired of taking buses and train,
i excuse myself and took a cab down to his place..
the journey was long too..
i almost vomit after alighting..
seems like my car sickness
starting to come back..
am i getting weak again???

went orchard and bugis after
staying at his place for awhile...

8/1/07
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school starts officially today..
i have no lessons on monday..
tsk tsk... haha
anyway, darling has..
so we met aft my tuition and his lessons...
pei him for his dinner
and we shopped for my kid's b'day pressie
and he pei me go home...

tml kai xue le... sigh..
a rush and hectic semester...
jia you ba....

some great moments...

thurs--4/1/07
Ai Lian's birthday... Happy birthday my dear fren..

hmm went vivo for a movie with him
caught 'school for scoundrels'
ha was a little LAME show..
but still ok lor.. hee:)
whats impt is the company... agree??

went to keppel bay tower
collect my bro's camera for him..
bought the photo stickers too..
nice i can make neo-prints myself le..
LOL~!!!

me and him
once again...
quarrels are nth new...

but guess thru the
heart to heart
anger to anger
peace to peace
talk
we manage to put it down
bury the hatchet
*fingers cross*

5/1/07--TODAY!!
met up with him,
went to ICA to collect my passport..
nice passport..
and now my passport no. is different
from my NRIC no. le... hee:)

went beach rd to eat...
passed by TC's house...
was not reminded of him,
but just rmbed this place only..

darling, if u r reading this
i know u'll not feel good...
but u told me to TRUST u..
so u TRUST me too right???
hee:)

well then we went to toa payoh's
shuang lin temple to pray
kong zi gong... haha:)
so that can study hard...

then we slacked at HDB hub..
did some 'research' too..
planning to see where and when we will apply for a flat..
haha but.. not too soon..
not cos we got no money..
cos we cant come to terms with where to stay
haha.. and.. there's also no more build to order flats
available now...

shall wait and see ba... hee:)

right after slacking.
took 157 to give tuition
then dinner
then bot some stuffs and its another end of the day...

tired but today seems to be a nice outing...
simple but nice...

schools starting..
urgh~~~!!!!
sianz... :\

school re opens...

well..
school has FINALLY reopen..
but actually it doesnt affect me in anyway...

wahaha...
cos...
my school will only start next week...
and...
i only have 2 modules this semester,
and...
i only have to go to school for 2 days...
LOL... :)

but i will starting my 10 weeks practicum...
its HELL...
i hope i can get it over and done with soon...
26feb to 11may...

anyway, today is also my xiao bao bei's (nat nat),
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...
haha..
brot him to school with my mum and his mum..
he was so brave initially,
who knows when after my mum went back to fetch him home,
he was crying in the classroom...
and worse still,
he wet his pants..
hahaha...
the first word he told my mum when he came out of the class was
' i so lousy!'
my mum asked him why..
he said
'i cry.....'
LOL...
fancy a 2yr 3mths kiddo telling u this..
i hugged him when he told me he cried when he came back home..

my cousins who came
for their eng and maths tuition after sch today,
was EXCITED too...
think school makes kids excited?
hahaha.... beats me??!!


taught the kids..
and did the chores...
tired.. i woke up at 7plus..
i slept late..
argh....*yawns*

to rong:
shu rong,
if u see this... i hope my advice helps..
dont give up easily since u've come so far..
unless this isnt what u cherish and treasure anymore..
i hope this cooloff period is able to let u both stay calm and
overcome any obstacles..
any time, u need a listening ear..
i am just an sms or call away...
cheer up and love ya k....
SMILE... :)

happy new year 2007

yupyup
its 2007 le...

happy new year
everybody!!!

tortoise wishes all
longetivity
good health
and....
good fortune!!

ahahaha... =D