one paper more to go...

yuppz... one paper down.. today studied in library b4 gng for my 1st paper... but seems like my memory is full... n i keep feeling sleepy...

finally in the exam hall, flip the paper... omg... wat???!!! those that i least expected actually came out!!! my goodness... in my mind i am trying to calm myself down b4 i start the paper...

took up my pen started to scribble and i got restless sometime in the middle of the exam... haha 1st time i got restless.. my goodness.. i started to fold my legs on the chair.. then realise i am in the exam hall so i rest my head on the table while i write.... haiz... as i wrote i try to recall those that i memorise.. hell.... i cant rmb who wrote wat quotes... sigh~!!!

finally the call to stop writing end my misery in the hall....

now its the last paper... on friday... Chinese Literature... meomorising power again... i m trying to delete files away from my brain b4 i start my meomorising.... haiz.... i need to getaway... soon~~~!!!

aza aza fighting......

stress

Exams.. exams.. exams... STRESS!!!!!

haiz.. very stress sia... its exams period.. stress period...

looking forward to after exams where i will then fly to Hong Kong le... hurray....

go go jia you!!

happy 15th monthsary...

though we had some miscommunication recently,
though we had some unhappy encounters recently,
though we had some serious argument recently,
though we had almost given up recently,
we had manage to pull it through once again.....

darling, thanks for the love you've given me cos it helps resolve all the unhappy and made it happy once again...

Happy 15th month-sary....

i m missing you greatly....

east coast park

went east coast park.... celebrate hao's n jia's birthday...had fun over there... saw hao's gf for the first time...saw jin's bf for the 1st time too....

germaine my p4 cousin actually ask me if next time would she have such a relationship too... haha:P oopps am i suppose to start teaching her about such love affairs? hahaha :D and worse still she say must i get married? will i? i say maybe...its part of life.... then she ask will i be pregnant then? i say.. maybe if u want to have children and start a family... she shake her head and say nono i dun wan to get pregnant, i dun wan to suffer... i laugh... and shoo her off to her roller blading.... leabing question mark in my own head...

its a good start as it is a day me n darling had been pinning for.... finally my mum had sort of forgiven him and has taken the initiative to invite him over to my family gathering like this... phew~!!!

hope everything will run smooth from now on.....

alright gotta jia you for assignment le.. haven been touching it leh.... hahaha :P concept is always there but nothing is done... sigh~!!

a good news....

hee my mum just asked me to ask darling over to ECP with us for tml's birthday celebration for jia jia (my cousin)....... hahahaha i am so happy....

but she said dun say i nv give chance ok? i forgive him then next time he must do properly liao k.. cannot like that talk to me ok?

hahahah....i so happy..... immediately called darling... maybe he just wake up pr wat.. reaction wasnt as wat i expected.. tot he would be as elated as me...

maybe he was scared he had no time for his revision for his monday re test... sigh timing is always so impt....

mugging for papers...

had a mugging session with darling.... at the library near JP... nice cafe there to mug... we studied DLK tgt... nice place to work in.. we had a fruitful session and we had a great time to vivocity and had a great dinner... hee :)

pics taken when mugging.. haha...


i was really hungry by the time its time for dinner... vivo city's foodcourt at the upper level is nice.. its food republic where they have the 60-70's kind of ambience... think our mum will like...
the chicken rice is nice and fried hokkien prawn noodles... and the dou jiang n you tiao... woooohh... i ate the whole bowl of chicken rice..darling was so shocked... he haven been seeing me finishing a whole bowl of rice le... hahah he so happy.... but i so 'sad' cos needa jian fei le... ate so much...

den we had ice cream at haagen daz... i simply love the macadamia nut ice cream.... sooooo nice.... the midnight chocolate is nice too... dar says da ge will like cos da ge oni like chocolate ice cream and this is full of it.... hehehe :P

my jie mei, susan and da jie came over my place to study just now.... studied yun wei li's notes.. chapters 5 -8 and also memories all the poems for zhang ai dong's exams.... fruitful i wud say...
set next wed to be the next session... jia you!!!

meanwhile gotta finish up hu yue bao's assignment where..... (wat susan says) the concept is there but.. nothing is done... hahahaha....

birthday celebration with kasoshe

hehe.. yup had birthday celebration with kasoshe (my JC's clique).... it was a joint birthday celebration with my dearest rong...

went to vivo city first then after that we had a great time over at harbour front's noodle hut.... ate and had fun chatting, taking pics and gossiping... haha... cake cutting was so great.. thks rong...

we had lots of fun....that day.. i always enjoy being crazy with these gals.....

here are the pics....

the noodle hut


some of the food we had...


my dearest rong n me....

the kasoshe... van, hoay, wen, doris,me n rong...


cake cutting session....



it was a nice day with them.... miss those JC days...

feeling unbalanced...

hmm nowadays i feel alittle unbalanced within me...

i love my mum alot.. whenever she talk abit abt darling, my heart sank... cos i guess this is one part where i defy her n was being unfilial...

i love my mum alot... i felt hurt when she said i've chosen to leave her when i chose to be with darling. i know deep in her heart she is in fact more hurt than anyone else.

my mum loves me alot. if not she wouldnt have confronted darling when she saw me crying.

my mum loves me alot. if not she wouldnt have asked me to stop seein g darling in fear i will be bullied since darling could already argue with her when she just merely trying to protect me from hurt.

i felt unbalanced when darling says he felt guilty for not sending his mum or when he shows his guilty towards his parents if he has no time for them... i dunnoe how to put it.. but that sends me a msg that i feel guilty towards my mum too... haiz...sometimes i feel so so unbalanced.. who understands me????

darling doesnt like me to talk abt this... sometimes i just wish he cud do something more to re build his r/s wif my mum...

anyway just hope to voice my own thoughts....