vesak day...

today met up wif the rest to settle details of our penang trip..
they were late... as usual..
but cant helped to feel pissed off....
but luckily... they are my frens...
and their appearance made me ok le..

anyway back to the topic..
some of us wan to budget.. take bus..
some of us chose comfort n time saving plus safety.. take plane..
so..

happy decisions made...
went thomas's place to do all the online bookings...
yeap.. all is done..
and yes!!!!! off we going on 11th -14th....
yea... so happy!!!

finally a load off my mind..
now is the anticipation to my MAY DAY concert....


五月天。。。。 我来了！！！

LOL... keke:P

relaxation

hmmm.. recently abit fan nao over the penang trip...
cos we haven had a chance to settle details...
i hope all will go well when we meet up on thurs...

haiz...
been slacking at home...
darling's sick n he has to go back sch for meeting..
sianz..
so im like left alone...
neglected...
sigh~~~!!!

plus once he work...
i usually dun even get an sms...
not until his meeting ends..
sumtymes not even during his lunch break de..
sigh....

so i must self entertain...
luckily i have my mum n my dear nat nat...
so i m not too bored at home...
been reading loe..
since nth much to do
and also prepare some stuffs for my tuition kids..

sianz...
i wanna go out n play...
ppl... ask me out laa..
e more i rot at home, e more i will not go out liao..

haa... k listen to songs ba...

专属天使

我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

so sweet....

pictures

Here's some pictures of susan's birthday...


the ppl there.... all of us there..
(guys)da ge, Thomas,Du tao, Darling, Da Shu
(gals) da jie, susan, me


The birthday girl.......



the gals.... hao jie mei 4ever...


the 'jie mei's... bullying our great da ge...

the guys... so bu shuang....

we had great fun.. LOL...
its memories..........

dun forget to celebrate all our birthdays tgt k....

would you be there

recently i was so so so in love
with this song.... so nice lor... i love the song
as well as the lyrics..
i find it so so touching and loving...
i mean it speaks so well of someone so emo like me...
as in... emo ppl have these emo feel... haha:)
can listen to it...

Would You Be There Redwan Ali

If I were Blue
Would you be there for me
And Whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand my me
Let me hold You tight
And say you love me one more time
If I Feel good
Would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

some recent updates

well...went back JPS for induction..
was late.. kns.. haiz.. but then its okie..
hmm me n weilin had some fun.. haha disturbed the tcrs
while they having meet the parents..
then helped ros wif marking..
keke:P some tcrs say we love marking ah.. still come back do marking..
LOL... :P
then we went IMM ate Iciban.. not bad..
had a great talking session..
not much gossips this time..
we dun always gossips de k.. haha:P

then went to make my specs..
i thot my myopia is getting worse
but turn out it was fine.. boo
i was tested 3 times k.. the optometrist almost wanna die
haha:)

anyway,
then we had a great birthday celebration for my dear susan...
time flies.. its been like 3 yrs with since i know susan le..
contract till now..
will miss her so so much...
though she blur de la always make me wait for her...
but i still love her...

hee:P
will show u the pics later on...
as usual we had dinner and pictures..
8 of us were there...
da jie n her dear dear,
da ge n du tao,
me n my Mr Lee,
thomas n of cos the b'dae girl...

and we are gng Penang..
woots... looking forward...

yup,
fri had an interesting talk at NIE..
personal effectiveness..
basically tell us how to present ourselves...
by Jill Lowe..
she's good...

then haiz got diahorrea...
went home after the talk..
last day of NIE le.. but cant make it for the dinner cum shopping
wif my NIE kakis.. feel so bad..
sad laa....
im always like tt.. falling sick at the wrong time...

nvm..
ytd, sat went skating wif mr lee at ECP...
i fell once real hard...
cos in the afternoon i had a slight cramp at my right leg
i feel the ache while skating..
so din skate long
went cycling instead...
we cycle to the hawker n ate..
i simply love the wanton bbq pork noodle there...
so so nice..
thks darling for queueing up to buy it...
food was nice... love it when we had nice dinner...

yup now i was bored at home..
so i am here blogging.. haha:P
anyway will go catch the pirates later...
have u caught it????

anyway, to my NIE friends....
thks for giving me a sweet memory in NIE..
though a short 2 yrs but ppl whom i had work closely together,
i will never forget the times..
times we played, worked, joked, gossips and ate together...
stay happy n jia you for ur future endeavours...
we will stay in touch k...

depressed

recently been really depressed
i can be called the Depressed Queen...

these 2 weeks the so called holidays
before the reporting date to sch
wasnt great at all...

the so many things tt i wanna do was not done...
no enjoyment..
absolutely nothing..
no wild wild wet,
no buffet,
no east coast cycling n skating
no overseas trip...
sigh~~!!!

i blame myself for being such a lousy person
at controlling my emotions and my actions...
i guess...
i m just useless...

where is my 天使？？
我的天堂在哪呢？

R.I.P:
my tortoises...
pls rest in peace..
i haven been good in raising u...
sorry..
i m left with LA BI now..
pls grow up well...
xiao xin up there pls bless la bi ok??

okie..
i wanna be happy... dun wanna be emo le...
HAPPY..
i can do it...

random postings

been a long time since i last post le...;
hmm enrichments.. sigh~~~.... super sianz..
except for the ITE visit..
lunch buffet nice, the tour itself is nice... keke:)

been having emo mood swings.. :/
and worse.. period came on sat while i was at VJC...
i had NO pads wif me....
WHY?? ahhhhhh... luckily darling was wif me.. and he helped me..
and then we found a toilet that has the autosale machine..
quickly buy n use.. phew..
then we left n shop ard parkway parade...
went arcade..
will load pics soon.. haha:D

then we went cathay watch movie..
haha... apparently we cancelled tuition.. haha:)
bad teachers.. boo
28weeks later..
scary ..
n dar says to sum the day..
it was a BLOODY day...
if u catch it.. ha:P

anyway,
i bot my in line skates wif susan
n i tried today..
wif my cousie jiajia's help..
i manage to skate abit...
haha:P nice.. i wanna go skate more
but i got blisters.. sianz..
fell once on my buttocks..
ouch~!!!
okok..

anyway,
my router decides to play tricks on me..
or maybe the stupid SingNet's fault...
darling fixed it le.. but then cant get it up wif my singnet acct..
bleah...
stupid laaaa...
hopefully it will get up soon...

thanks darling for everything...
n i love u..... :P

HaPPy 21st Monthsary to my darling...

Happy Mother's day to my mummy
and all mummy of the world....

random confessions

tired out....
累了。。。
只想静静地沉思一番
也许，面壁思过更恰当。

不然，
朋友，陪我去疯狂一下
可以吗？？

我没事。。。
yes i'm ok...
just another emo day ba...

ciaoz..

Super sianz....
i dunno why...
but then again...
thks darling for cheering me up...
smile:) hee:P

anyway, yep
posting is out...
I'm posted back to my practicum school...
i shant elaborate more.. cos its more or less expected la...
hee:P

anyway,
i hope all will be well lor....
no body knows what will happen...

sad that another of my practicum mate
is not posted back with me...
hey dear must APPEAL ok???

kk... just some gossips
and juicy news...
hear le abit disheartening lor..
sigh..
okie... gtg...

last week of practicum le....

yeah~!!!!
its the last wk of pract le...
heeeee:P

this week is their SA1 exams...
so we oni have invigilations plus
the very 讨厌的 reliefs.....

hahaha:P but then again..
will start to get emo again...
will miss the sch and the teachers....
but...
i will not miss the photocopying machines here...
and the very very black face photocopying lady.....

haiz..
sianz...........
nowadays, the weather super duper warm la....
sun is shining so so so so so brightly and its
scotching HOT!!! (as referred by miss er)
hahaa:)

sianz... everybody is sick le...
mum's sick...
darling's sick too....
haiz... bad bad bad...

kk.. betta stop yakking le.. byeeeeeee....

went to watch the AVIVA badminton Open with
darling and yong sheng (his friend)

it was nice to watch games there..
the excitment and the thrill...
nice..
been 2yrs since i have been to see live games...
great!!! thks darling...

susilo(sin) lost to boonsak(thai)
peter gader(den) lost to chen yu(china)
haiz.. both i supported lost..
my goodness...
haiz.. bad bad bad... keke:)
but its ok.. i still enjoy the matches..

just that i din let my mum know i went there
so when the camera keep facing me...
i had to sort of hide myself..
and that caused a huge misunderstanding
between Mr.Lee and me...
SORRY!!!

some younger fotos....

recently, i flip thru some old foto albums...
saw some younger fotos....
haha:P had a gd laugh...

see this... on x mas... think i was oni 6yrs old...


this one taken on my da biao jie's birthday..
see my family...
how young my parents looked then..
keke;)


this one... haha:P i had a good laugh..
look at my cousins...
my god...
meng, me, wee, winson,
huey,ruijing, xin jing....
we've all grown up....

hahhaha:) this one is jing dian...

i was oni 4 yrs old...
my first passport size foto..

i rmbed i was eating a fruit..

its in my mouth...

so i din smile... haha:)

labour day

happy Labour Day to all....

hee:P work so hard everyday...
here's a day for u to rest loe... :)

well, this morning had breakfast tgt with my family...
talked alot...
parents asking if i will be able to
continue to study for my degree...
its still ???? haha
then my mum jokingly say to my daddy
maybe try asking if she knows when she'll get married..

then my bro laughed....
boo... they all ganged up against me...


anyway... feels happy that its a brand new month le..
before i knew it MAY is here le...
my goodness....

11 more days...
looking forward...

i kinda miss my frens..
my pri sch buddies,
sec sch besties: xin and yimei
jc clique: kasoshe
nie jie meis: da ge, da jie, susan....
and i wanna go out with HL and kexin....
oways say say nv go out b4........

i wan my life...
anyway... i still got markings to complete...
ciaoz...
i miss darling... ahhhhh....