last day of 2008

so fast.. time flies....
my goodness..
its 31st Dec 2008 already....
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last sunday kasoshe came over...
we had a post xmas party..
each of us have to prepare a gift...
and we had a dress code..
red, green and white plus silver on our body..
cool!~

here's our dinner....


look at those drumlets... aint u drooling??!!


our gifts for xchange..

us wif our gifts.....

nathaniel came n insist on taking a pic wif us...

Kasoshe full force.. Look at our colour code... =))

had a fun day playing wii and also charades... LOL=P

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hmmm 2 wks ago? ya... 14th dec...

kasoshe met up to celebrate my beloved rong's day...

we had steamboat which i hardly had appetite...

and of cos they really accompany me

with drinks n talks.. cos its been a hard day for me tt day...

anyway here's my beloved rong n me...

here's kasoshe in full force at vivo... =D

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b4 my trip to taiwan...

i went to weilin's wedding...

if u rmb..

anyway its my really 1st time being a jie mei..

super tiring.. but worth it...

got some of the pics..

and i heart this...

the jie meis in full force after the banquet ended... =D

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and so... 2008 is coming to an end....

HAPPY 2009 to all my friends!!!!

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last yr at this time...

we went HDB and v excitedly look at the punggol flat

we ballot for...

then had dinner wif rong n bf

and watched fireworks...

its such a painful thing to tell myself

i wud no longer celebrate anymore such occassion wif u...

its painful to further imagine u wif her...

haiz... nvm...

we shd move on...

and im glad u were once in my life..

and im glad u told me im one who left

a huge impact in ur life...

i dun wanna think tt she wud replace me...

but...

i guess... i MUST leave u now...

this is the best pic we took in taiwan..

cos this pic u initiate to take it wif me..

and hold on to me... =)


jia you in 2009....

Driving

woo.. i realise recently im v active in blogging...
almost everyday leh...

anyway thats beside the pt...
well went BBDC ytd...
cool so im learning driving v soon...
after i passed my BTT that is...

determination!!!

oh well... recently no pics taken..
blog very plain...
no prob..
today's gonna meet up wif KASOSHE
n we'll have tonnes of pics...

x'mas party..
haha... =)

on another note,
school's starting le.. booooz...
so another busy sem
&&&
im gonna start my 5 yr bond...
sobs sobs...
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recently i realise u seemed to look forward
to our sunday class wif me
to having meals wif me.....

if only that was b4 the truth came to light...

08 is coming to an end...
i still rmb u whisper in my ears at 12am 010108
'if i din treat u well in 07, 08 i'll do better!'

seems like ur promises were meant to be broken.
=/

Shopping is tiring

ooooh...
i can hear my wallet crying...
cos today i've caused a big damage to it...

shopping...
wahahaha....
really retail therapy man...

walked ard bugis street and i bot
alot of clothes..
and i enjoy every bit of trying them out...
keke=))

while waiting for miss KL at JE
so so so so so coincidentally
met Mr Lion at the platform..
he saw me first...
and walked up to me...

he asked me who im waiting for..
n say
'i tot u were waiting for me like u used to everytime...'

well.....
i dunno wat to say..
just smile it off....

chatted awhile then he left a train b4 KL arrived...
well... guess he dun dare to meet my friends ba...
=((

anyway im so in love with channel 8's 小娘惹
so nice!!!
i try to be home b4 9pm every wkday to catch it..
LOLs... =D
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well ur sms caught me by surprise...
u telling me that im one whom u wud rmb
for the rest of ur life
and telling me how ashamed n sad u feel.. =/
i dunno wad to say

u telling me u dun wish to think abt r/s
n is nt sure of ur status wif her now...
just tell me one thing...
u are still as undecisive as b4... =(

merry christmas!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to all!!

well at first i tot its gonna be a quiet x'mas..
but haha.. turn out it was better than usual!!

cos my friends...
my beloved jie meis..
eunice da jie n su san sis met up
and we had real fun at my place
with Wii!! =DD

played n count down...
he called at 12midnite
just to say merry christmas...
wow!! LOL din expect it...

anyway,
so im gonna catch
bedtime stories later=))
excited!!

and Fri is shopping time..
woohoo... i cant wait!!
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merry christmas to u...
having spent 3 great christmas with u..
its a little weird nt doing so this yr..

my gift this yr to u sum it up...
anyway hope u like it... =)

well,
ur merry christmas on the dot
and do rest earlier b4 u hung up
caught me by surprise.. =X

badminton trainings

recently been gg diligently for badminton training..
cos ISG is coming... 13Jan.. (wonderful date)


yup... trainings been quite ok...
for the past 3 times,
its dbls for me...
but today trained for singles..
n i just went for a run in the mornie...
great.. over strained muscles are killing me...

after training took bus with captain..
ha.. he teach me how to see birds..
funny la..
and we gossip abt ppl in the team..
OPPS... haha...
then as we are talking abt a guy..
that guy board the bus.. we're shocked la..
luckily we werent talking bad abt him...
instead was praising his great skills in court!!

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finally met up wif ros sis n weilin...
updated them and of cos...
ha... they reacted the same way all others did...

but im really touched...
by how ros sis is ever ready to SLAP!!
by weilin's 为我打抱不平！

*hugs*
ros's bday will be the nxt gathering...
i cant wait!!

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well my frens have tagged alot...

HL_milk...
yup i got ur msg..
and every word is now in my mind..
i will always bear it in mind..
definitely... i will face it and learn from the hard way...
i will do it.. =)

Kexin..
yes.. time will heal the wound..
its starting to heal in fact!!
and i will be strong!! =)
And yes! i will one day be glad that i've left
this sour-ed r/s behind!!

xiaobai...
yes i miss u too...
and yes im sure u noe...
im strong and i can surely
heal my wound as time goes by...

sandra...
yup!!
im sure u noe im strong n will overcome it!!

Unknown...
eh.. though i dunno who are u..
and though u sounded really harsh..
i will WAKE UP!!
dun worry...
actually im more awaken than anyone..
cos i chose to leave...
if u noe me enuff..
u shd understand that i am strong
and i face this issue really positively
and!!!!!!!
i will move on...
the posts or things i wrote here may be emo..
they are just purely my emotions n some thoughts...
i am clear of what i do...
im sure u can allow a hurt person to at least
voice out her sadness at times when she's weak!!

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well,
we seemed to have cut down our smses as days goes by...

its a gd start in fact...
i will move on...
i have in fact!!
from the moment i hear the truth from ur mouth...

looking back...

i hope this is the last post about our past.
because i really hope to get over it asap...

i was reading my own archives...
abt my own posts...
there're just too much memories...

how he celebrated our 1st valentines' day
was my very first post....

along the posts there were many Happy times..
where we go, eat, play and do tgt...

our amazing 1st yr, loving 2nd yr, cold & quiet 3rd yr...

how our hearts joined even when my mum
disapproved of us...

how i was disappointed and angry with him at times
and how eventually we managed to overcome our probs
and how we made it up time n again....

the sweet things he did...
the cold shoulders i start to get...
the sadness i suffer now...

maybe this is life ba...
we experience all aspects...
sadness, happiness..........
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like i say...
consciously i know...
i dun want him and would nv forget
the hurt he gave me...

but subconsciously,
i cant control myself..
i wud reply his sms...
i wud miss him terribly when i dun hear from him...
i will feel a pinch at my heart whenever
i think of him holding her hands,
i think of him telling her what he used to tell me,
i think of him doing the sweet things he used to do solely for me...

i can feel my heart bleeding profusely...
i really want to tell him
YOU've HURT ME... WAY TOO MUCH!!!

化悲愤为力量！

世事就是这奇怪。
努力去追寻时，它就像天空的云，
永远从指间溜走，无法捉住 ;
想要抛开它，它又变成空气 ;
每次呼吸都可以感觉得到。

saw this on net...
found it interestingly true... =)


anyway had a gd day wif da ge n da jie ytd...
it was totally awesome to have gd buddies
where they can make my sadness into strength
and even laughed it OFF!!
i heart them... susan come back soon...!!

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i tot it'll be very long b4 i can stop crying..
i tot whenever i talked abt it i'll tear..
BUT
amazingly, ytd i did not tear... ha=)
achievement...
Im a strong gal ya... =)

though i will worry abt him,
i will miss n think
but i noe what i want le.. =)

好笨啊！！

有时觉得自己很笨。。
深爱一个人真的会让你变笨。。

明明很明显他身边已有她，
我到底还想要什么？
还想要奢求什么？
他回头求我？
他回心转意？
他与她断绝？

我想我是疯了。。。
该清醒了，汪书玉！！

不要再笨下去了！

无药可救的我

表面上我或许很坚强，
知道自己要的是什么，
其实，
心里的挣扎，是乱成一团。


毕竟是三年的感情，
一段我真的真心付出的感情，
我说会忘记，你信吗？

我真的很矛盾，
理智告诉我，你一定要离开他，
忘记他，讨厌他。。。
心里却常常想到他，
他好吗？吃了吗？打球怎么样了？
现在在做什么了？身边是不是有她代替我的一切？


好想哭！！
很想痛痛快快地哭。。
我想抱着他，哭着告诉他，
“你真的把我弄痛了，就在我胸口的左手边！”

给我一点时间，
也许，长一点的时间，
但是相信我，
我会的，我会坚强，会完完全全离开他
和他的世界。。。

必要时，请你们扶我一把，
因为有时我会不小心，
又陷入了漩涡。

boring tues...

okiez...

so its been a boring day today...
hmm well...
did nth much basically...

monday went NIE for badminton training..
wahseh.. now my whole body muscle ache liao...
a few wks nv exercise de hou guo... ??!!


oh and ya i had my blood test again today..
hadnt said anything abt this including to my parents..
cos dun wan them to worry..
its my tummy/gastric prob la..
but alls fine now.. =))

yup n i met lion today..
wanted to get a USB port hub..
n he passed me a gift.. a portable hard disk
which he promised to get me n i kept rejecting...
so he go n fixed 1 for me all by himself...
thanks... =D

ok...
basically he put some movies
in the hard disk for me to watch...
since its hols.. sth to do??
haha...

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i guess its the transition period now ba..
where he still cant fang xia..
so he'll still do things for me,
think of our past..

soon when he move on..
we may nt even be friends?
i dunno...

i noe ppl are asking me to even stop being friends with him,
some say he dun deserve even being friends..
but...
i just wan to say...
he is still a very gd friend..
at least to me.

tired~~!!

due to some unforseen circumstances...
i dunno why my mum request to see my blog....
and demand me to show her the TW pics...
just to see how many ppl went..

so i had to delete away some entries which took me
so so so so much heart n blood to post!! =/

anyway in the end she still force the truth out of my mouth...
haiz... of cos i got hell after that...

anyway i am tired of posting the taiwan trip le..
cos also nth much la...
HAHA... =D

hmmm...
to sum up the post,
im tired...
physically,emotionally n mentally...
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i dun wanna do this but i m tired of ppl asking..
yup i've given our r/s some time to grow
and learn...
so we'll take on diff paths from now on....

if u get it u get it...

results release...

anyway.. some updates
apart from taiwan pics...


results' release ytd..
haha...
i anyhow click then wah seh..
can see liao... so cool..
1st time no jam!!

anyway results are satisfactory..
as i din held high hopes...
hmm all Bs sad to say...
but im glad i still got
my GPA at the same class lo..

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ytd went to see doc too...
cos as usual my tummy wasnt gd..

weak stomach-- said doc..
nods...
stomach so bloated-- said doc..
nods...
u have lots of wind inside-- said doc..
nods..

haiz...had runs for 7 times just one morning..
i dun expect myself to have more energy to talk to her...

so take medicine lor...
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okiez... thats all for now...
rmb to chk back for day 5..

taiwan trip day 2

day 2: 2nd dec...
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early morning...
get down to hotel for breakfast...
菜圃蛋seems to be the best for porridge... keke=DD
(its KL's bf fav too.... he even say its the 宝of taiwan)

then we went to this place below....

the tour guide from bus till we were there kept saying:

龙头进，虎口出

so so so 啰说loe....

this is the 龙头。。。

this is the 虎口。。。象征逢凶化吉。。

oh btw i saw this pond with lotsa 乌龟。。。

can u spot them??


this is a scam machine...

it is suppose to get u a 签,

but then it didnt...after lion drop in a $10 coin...

LOL=S


the nearby pagoda...

so we went up the pagoda n thats KL n me...

think we still went some place.. but i forgot le...

this is where we stay at nite... the 蒙古包。。

slack is the word..

cold is also the word..

haizzz.... ~~!!

pictures from Taiwan day 1

So here's Day 1's pictures
with some brief account...

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day 1: 1st dec
0645 check in @ changi airport
0845 boarding.....
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4hrs later
ard 1300 we finally reached
Taiwan kao hsiung airport

and the very moment i met my tour guide...
its disaster... !!!
吴影儿--- thats her name...
KL's bf mispronounce it
吴婴儿（无婴儿??!!）oppss...hahaha~ =P

so of cos he kena SHOOT till very paiseh lor....
my tour guide super duper like to shoot ppl
n really very LONG-WINDED!!!

these smiley balloons welcome me...

proceed to our hotel..

cos got 1 auntie tired say want go hotel rest...

so bobian lor....

check in hotel le..

we went out of cos!!!

to the nearby shopping mall...

arcade to entertain us...

macdonalds to feed us...


after 2hrs?? i think...

went back to 'fall in'..

then proceed to 六合夜市...

dun ask me why 六合 and not 五合 or 七合

cos my 'VERY GOOD' tour guide din say...

but i found out.. cos its at 六合路.. >.<'''

so the 六合夜市

some food we ate...

these are really oni some...

cos we ate more than these..

no time to take photo..

cos food gets cold easily with the chill wind...

so me at the 六合夜市

then we decided to take cab back to hotel...

but the cab uncle so funny...

said alot.. really 'jiao wei' alot...

then make us decide to go out again after we reached hotel..

LOL =DD

so we took the 捷运
to some other places.. though we din buy anything

but felt better than to waste time off in hotel room...

me at the 捷运 station before gg back hotel.


basically day 1 is slacking...

hmm or maybe the first 3 days...

you tell me so...

after the next 3 day's post ba... haha..=DD

im back...

okie ppl back to reality for me...
haha..
ya cos im back from Taiwan...
boooooooooosss....

anyway to sum up the trip i just wanna say:
i got a LOUSY tour guide...
i chose a WRONG tour
i suffer COLD currents
i din really enjoy myself
&& the trip is not worth my $$$$!!!!!

nevertheless
there are enjoying moments:
making fun of the tour guide
laughing at some silly jokes lion made
the leofoo village excite rides!!!
the cool sun rise at ali shan
the great books deal i got from taiwan!!

okie.. next few posts
i promise...
would be pictures...
tonnes of them...