super sianz...

pocket big hole liao....

我花了好多钱啊！！！！
买了好多东西。。。 心情其实还蛮好的。
也许是陪伴在身边的人吧。。

hee:) retail therapy seems great too

但不能一直用，
口袋不胜负荷呀！！

change

haha:P
yup im not free
but i feel i need a change
haha so here explains the simple blog skin change
hee:)

i like the pic...
keke:P

feeling bad...

well on thurs my router kii siao...
then i kii siao...
then i almost made darling kii siao...
hahaha:P

anyway thks darling for making it work again...
xie xie ni...

Fri met up with susan and da jie...
da ge fly us aeroplane cos of heavy rain...
bleah....
u owe us... i dun care...

haha:P
anyway i went for a new hair cut today...
shorter hair length cos i cant stand my hair damage
all at my hair ends...

trimmed it short... but my mum say nice
my god mum say nice..
and i hope its nice...

darling din mention anything when he passed
me my router...
haha:P not nice then have to wait till my hair grows back liao loe...

anyway,
im gng to buy some stuffs tmr:
CT's present
mummy's mum's day present
darling's sis present
hmm and some materials to make for my kids...

broke again... haiz..
kk gotta get back to marking...

darling i just wanna say thank u again....
muacks...

mummy's birthday

sun celebrate mum's birthday
wif relatives..
my da yi's family...
er yi's family and my xiao yi...

ate at the coffeeshop near da yi's place..
nice.. i like some of the dishes..
though no fotos..
haha:P
i secretly bot a cake for mum...

haha:) but then.. xiao yi spoil the surprise..
haha:) nvm...

mon my family celebrated again
we went xin hai shan restuarant..
its a tiong bahru there...
nice lor..
the chilli crab... yummilicious...
food was great...
comapny was excellent..
nth beats the family...
haha:)

well as for today...
i shant elaborate much...

but darling...
thks for ur effort..
its effort that counts...
im sure one day
ur sincerity will break the ice...
jia you..
we will walk thru this together.. :P

kk.. its late
and i am excited abt tmr's dinner wif my colleagues...
hahaha:)

its the weekend...

well thurs,
my p2 class really kii siao...
boys throwing paper balls at one another
scolded, settled down
when i turn my back to write ans on board
boys started throwing pencils...
again scolded... punished to stand...
turn my back again,
wa lau eh....
now throw pencil lead...
and got into a girl's eye...
haiz...
this time things got out of hand..
gotta go office..

report...
OM office wrote my statement of report
like to police....wa kaoz..
account what happen..
all the witnesses called upon...
kaoz really stupid lo..

went back to staff rm..
cant take it.. cry out while my CT gave me a big big hug
assuring me its ok..

my PGDE fren consoled me...
and ya her class boy n my class boy fought b4 we got to the class...
its really kii siao lo...

when i called darling,
i broke down again...
haiz..... really super sad la...

fri
had to report the fighting case to OM again...
imagine.... gng to see the OM for consecutively 2 days..
what would the P think of my classroom mgmt??
sigh....

and im super headache since 5am in the morning...
tot i can last but i cant
took lunch ate panadol extra...

called darling, asked if he wanna pei me go see doc..
he said ok... but i noe he's gonna rush cos he still need to do some other stuffs...
hesitated but then feel like seeing him so i still agree to meet at 4.30pm...

he was late but its ok cos i was super tired suddenly
so sat at the train station waited for him for almost half an hour..
he came and i tot i felt better...
and i dun feel like seeing doc le..
seeing him is as good as seeing doc

so he suggested ice cream nearby since we cant go far
cos meeting da ge and gang
but i felt stone for a moment...
just dun feel like standing up...
then he got agitated and say quick leh...
then i say wait awhile la i abit stoning plus my feet abit numb
then he was like frustrated...
i dunno what was he thinking then but i din reject his suggestion
he said i always dun listen to him...

haiz.. both got heated up... sianz..
trained to bb
go WM.. sat at the food court..
i can feel the dizzy spell.. he just do his stuff
eat....
i suddenly feel like vomitting..
went toilet..

terrible..
its like all my veins are exploding...
really cant take it le..
went to see doc..
cancel movie..
cabbed home

power failure in my blk...
climbed the stairs
really sick half way.
darling wanted to piggy back me..
i was so shocked and touched..
but then i know i m heavy
his back is not good too..
i dun wan...
he is angry again... i m sad...
finally reached 8th floor... got in..
he left..

bathe, took medicine and rested then slept...

i appreciate what u have done..
rushing down,
argue with ur family over the toilet cos u are in rush
took cab down cos in rush...
bring me to clinic
paid for it,
send me home
paid the cab fare
hold me thru out the stairs climbing
wanted to carry me...
i know ur intention is care for me..
but when i am sick.. i just need a little more patience
and more love.... not frustration...

right just took breakfast and medicine..
hope its another good day ahead...
i hate having to do the reports..
i mean my assignment...
sigh..
no life and i cant take stress anymore...

4 more weeks to go...

ppl... jia you~!!
we oni haf 4 more weeks to go...
be optimistic k...

i fully understand that we have been thru
a very tough period...

jia you~!!!!

right,
gotten back my 2nd Sup ob Apt form le...
happy with both sup ob grades....
happy~~!!!!!!!!!

hahaha:P

almost done with my CT obs le... last one on tues...
be over and done with.... jia you~!!!!

just got NIE mail.. thot i owe them money
send sucha big envelope
to my horror...
its the compulsory enrichment package...
my goodness....
bleah... booo~~!!!

haiz. still its better than to do Lesson plans..
i had enuff.. haha:P

kk.. back to lesson plans..
sianz....... sleepy le...

who dunnid to do LP after all obs...
pls tel urself u are
damn lucky!!!

many thanks....

i am extremely touched.....

HL_milk:
thanks girl... i am really happy whenever i see ur tag....
cos i know there's this small bond btn us...
hee;) friendship.... cheers... i'll be strong...

Rong:
thanks gal...
i really feel so so touched
i open the evelope and ta dah.....
chocs...
thanks girl u really brot a smile to me...
i hope u're happy too...

Jinhui:
thanks cousie....
though we rarely meet up now...
but we still have this small chemistry btn us....
cheers to our cousinship...
love ya loads..
and yes i m not alone.. i have u...
hee:P

sandra:
thanks gal...
yep now is the super stressful period where we'll really be pissed off
at every little fault and thing..
thanks for supporting...
gd luck and wish our misery will end soon...

Vanessa:
thanks girl...
i relaly appreciate ur concerns...
really.. xie xie oh~~!!
i noe i have someone to turn to when i need help.. hee:P

hmmm.... who else did i miss???

hmm all others that showed me concern and cared....
ppl whom read my blog but forget to tagged...
i know i am in ur prayers to any 'god' up there.....
hee:) cos i m really fine now..
thanks...

touched.....
i feel so loved....

i tot i knew what love was
until i met u

i tot i was caring enuff
till i met u

i tot i had everything
till i met u....

u hold such an impt place in my heart
no one does

all the other factors
that cause my neglience
made u lose faith in me...

i stumble..
topple and
fell real hard...

skin allergy

those of u who know
abt my skin prob earlier on
will know how horrible it was
what an experience to stay in hospital
all the blood test as well as the biopsy...

i cant help to be scared and worry...
some signs and symtoms started showing
i am really afriad...

i saw itchy patches on my arms
my fingers...
i dun dare to tell my parents..
they'll worry...

the last time i had this skin prob
i wished i was alone cos i looked horrible and
felt terrible..
it caused so much hurt to my parents...

i m afriad..
i think i want to face this alone again....

sad...

i feel super sad...
i do not know how to love
.....

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that
I'll be there for you in the end

sianz...

yup... its e 5th wk le...
good...
soon it'll be 6th, 7th then 8th...
haha.. last 2 weeks are SA1....
cool.... i love it...

bear wif it...
ppl i know its tough bear wif it..
we're ending soon...
jia you~~!!!

keke~~!!!

well received my 1st sup APT form..
was shocked...
but stressed too...
anyway...
just hope everything turn out well for
the 2nd one...

5th CT ob today...
compo..
did it for the er tong wen xue children's lit module
haiz... timing gotta change la...
but students work not bad la...
hee:P happy for them...
happy for me..

kk i dunno what i typing le.. tired...
my eyes closing...
ahhhh...
sports carnival cum sports day for my sch tmr...
great no lessons = no lesson plans...
hahaha:P
cool short week..
i love it..

gd nites...

sianz...

super sianzation....





luckily...


i still have some time off work...


went shopping and eating with him...





meeting up once or twice a week oni


really made us cherish the time we haf


quarrels were minimised....





hopefully things will get better


and only better....





mum's birthday is coming...


hope its a gd start...





anyway,


ya..... sup 1st ob over...


haven gotten APT form yet...


so i dunnoe la...





hmm CT's ob 4 down le..


next week another one...





haiz.. just wish all will be gone soon..


i am tired of the lesson plans..





kk... just to share a nice kasoshe pic...

MY beloved KASOSHE

on DORIS'S

22nd Birthday celebration...