Thursday, October 29

yawns!!

Im T.I.R.E.D!

i wanna go home and sleep..
but im still stuck at sch...
cos i have to discuss marking...

can we chop chop??


ahhhhhhhhhh!
*yawns*

Tuesday, October 27

birthday celebrations pictures

Yes... see as promised i posted...
but i missed out the pics with HL n KX..
got chance will post..

so.....


hmmm pics with pri sch gals
@ minds cafe boat quay.

thks for the flower!!






i won this!! monopoly deal!! =))

meeting with KESS w/o da ge
@ION orchard
thks for the vouchers~~!!





with baby dearest@
sentosa- siloso beach resort stay

our room=512 happens to say ??


surprise!! haha.. the banner


the nice scenary outside...


and the person behind all this planning...


baby n me!!


thank u baby...

for the card too...
and i wud nt forget the expensive dinner!!


one of the pic i took...


didnt take pics during the dinner,
becos i was under close scrutiny of the ppl...
No doubt THE CLIFF's ambience was great,
food was good...
but think i nt ATAS enuff to go fine dining..
LOL...

birthday celebrations

i wanted to do a proper birthday celebration post with pics...
but then i dun think i got the time now.. since im down with relief periods which leaves me with only 2 periods free for today and one of which is used up to clear my email...

anyway i wanna thank alot of ppl for making this yr's birthday v happy...

Kasoshe's celebration,
my family's celebration,
KESS celebration,
meet up with Kexin n HL,
my pri sch gals,
my baby!!

thanks for the meet ups and wishes n presents too...

and i wanna thk ppl like yanling, yimei, my cousins who also wished me too...
some colleagues too.. *shocking*

anyway will be back with more pics....

Monday, October 26

LOVE n LIFE

was checking the email and came across this from a colleague..
i find it v meaningful... =))


LOVE & LIFE
This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is S/W Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature
and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage,
I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before,
has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship
and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.
My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing
romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE..

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why? " he asked, shocked.
"I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment
only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament,
so what else could I expect from him?
And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality,
and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question. If you can answer and
convince my heart, I will change my mind. Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a
mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death.
Will you do it for me?"

He said: " I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his
response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his
scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that
goes....

My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but.....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs,
and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help
to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home
to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month.
I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to
save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to
remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling
down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...
and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting. ...
And as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer,
and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your
favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands,
the milk bottle and loaf of bread....
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to
leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.
When one is surrounded by love,
the feeling of excitement fades away,
and one tends to ignore the true love
that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms;
even in very small and cheeky forms.
It has never been a model.
It could be the dullest and most boring form ...
Flowers, and romantic moments are only used
and appear on the surface of the relationship.
Under all this, the pillar of true love stands...
AND THAT'S LIFE!

meaningful isnt it??

Saturday, October 24

生日快乐

happy birthday to myself!
又老了一岁!

=))

Saturday, October 17

the long weekend!!

actually on friday morning
i already feel super gd!!
LOL cos i can smell the great wkends ahead..

OCT is a month for me to celebrate..
yeah celebrate my birthday...
so this wkend is for my family...

just came back from gd food
and KTV session...
nv take pics.. cos nth nice to tk...

anyway looking forward to badminton tmr...
and.. haha.. monday where i can have a gd rest.

still in great mood.. lol

Tuesday, October 13

朋友-情人之间

朋友,
情人的开始。

姐妹常会在你有一些异性朋友围绕你时,
开玩笑说:“一切都是从朋友开始的嘛!”

我想也是,
想当情人,就得先认识对方,
至少不会在一认识的那一刻就成为情人吧!

从朋友变情人,
刚开始很微妙。。。
可能是认识已久的朋友变情人,
或是刚认识的朋友变情人,
不管怎样,都有一种‘越界’的感觉。

从此,不是朋友,
超越朋友,比朋友多了一些。
也许吧,所以很微妙。

但很可惜,
若有一天不再是情人,
是否可能又回到朋友?

越了界后,还能回到从前?
情感上的越界,
本来就难理清。
爱情有一条看不清的界线,
回到朋友的界线模糊了,
要怎么再成为朋友?

越了界后,
要找回那条朋友-情人之间的界线,
谈何容易?
好累,好痛,好伤!

虽然,
从朋友变情人,
再变朋友,
像是美丽的结局,
但是美丽背后换来的泪水,
可想而知。

或许真的,有些人一辈子注定只能
短暂经过你的人生,
就是不会成为你一生的朋友。
虽然短暂,但也足够了吧?

从朋友变情人再变朋友,
我想真的只能写成歌来唱,
不适合发生在现实世界里。

Saturday, October 10

grad n family proof pictures from the studio...

so this time round we went Bright studio
instead of Serangoon Broadway...

effect was so much better...
=P

so these are some of my individual shots..
=))





yeah!!!



this is one of my fav shot!



next are my family pictures...=))














Friday, October 9

PSLE day 3

Mother Tongue Paper!!

*on a side note*
lol my period came late for last month
and i suspected it cud be due to stress...
and true enuff it came just b4 the MT paper!

ok back to the topic.

paper 1 was not easy..
the picture interpretations cud be misleading.
just hope my students are smart enuff to
write properly!!!

paper 2 quite ok.
actually i wudnt say its an easy paper.
but i think manageable enuff for my students to do!

ok glad its over...
so time to chiong my p4 n 5 le...

monday SCIENCE!
my student cant wait for it to be OVER..
me too... LOL=P

Thursday, October 8

PSLE day 2

well PSLE day 2 ---Mathematics!!

paper 1 was still manageable.
but...
paper 2 was a tough paper to me..

as i invigilate and told them time's up
they were shooking their heads n sighing away!!

i started worrying for them...
i m afraid it affects them for tmr's MT's paper!!
=(

Wednesday, October 7

PSLE day 1

hohoho
so after all those count down...
its finally PSLE day 1 today!!

i am an internal invigilator...
my head told me she hasnt seen
a BT doing invigilation...
1st time...
LOL...

and yep i was abit lost..
but manageable...
=)

invigilation was tiring..
BORED was more like it!
sianz..

so another 4 more days to go..
alrights back to SA2 paper 1 marking!!
=X

Monday, October 5

PSLE week

2 more days to PSLE!!
my class is completely saturated...
they cant wait for PSLE to be over
so tt they can celebrate!!

LOL=P
think they're already no longer nervous!

anyway, so last wkend was a super fast wkends...
fri evening was spent in sch for mid autumn celebration till 10plus.

sat morning went HDB with baby to do application for the
sales of balance flats..
then was a busy day with my bro wedding preps
then to take my grad as well as family photoshoot
then went over to baby's uncle's birthday BBQ.

then came sunday,
tuitions n then housework chores
and just slacking at home...

here comes monday blues again!!!
ahhhhh~~!!
sianz.....