how should i spend the long weekend...

how should i spend the days?

24thaug (thurs):
1. help mum with the chores
2. load the pictures from my camera
3. start DED200 individual assignment 1
4. prepare tuition stuff
5. buy Ribena for my student (reward)
6. go tuition at 7.30pm
7. slack n watch TV
8. FINISH DED200 individual assignment 1

25thaug (fri):
1. go shopping with mummy n daddy for my dearest Nathaniel's 2nd birthday's present..
2. start with DED200 individual assignment 2
3. tuition at 4pm
4. meet kasoshe at 6.30pm
5. try to finish up DED200 individual assignment 2

26thaug (sat)
1. tuition with Shawn n Shina (free labour) at 10am
2. prepare to go tuition at 1.30pm-4.30pm
3. meet darling for a movie ( i hope)
4. go home and try to do some work...

27thaug (sun)
1. do chores
2. read thru notes
3. do some work.. DLK200
4. prepare DCC200 语料
5. get good sleep...

but sad to say... usually wat i've listed down nth gets done.. haiz... y? i am getting out of hand...

happy birthday YUAN WEN

dear kasoshe member, lim yuan yuan...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY !!!

i hope u like the present we've gotten for you!!! love ya.....
i m looking forward to kasoshe's gathering on friday!!!

rebonding...

i went to do something to my hair on friday with my jie meis... i did rebonding, da jie did perming and susan keep complaining she has no hair to do tricks on so she did treatment.. haha:)

its me half way thru rebonding...

its da jie perming hair.. doesnt she look like han shang gong.. haha:)


susan with her treatment gng on..


well that's me... my end product.. do i looked so different???


well actually i m very scared b4 i do it.. i know i dun look nice.. cos when my hair are straighten it makes me look fatter, older, and fierce??!!! haiz.. but i had to do sth to my hair.. so that i can continue to keep it long n it wun look so luan n frizzy... what's done cannot b undone..

what's sad are the negative comments...

good thing is..friends said its nice, n imptly darling says its nice...felt better...

oh btw.. i went Jurong bird park ytd.. ha been sucha long time since i went.. cos dunno where to go so just go there see.. haha nt bad.. hee:P i like the penguines and also parrots.....

right now i had to see to my assignments and of cos tuitions... sigh~!!!

recently...

13th aug :our anniversay....

our 1st anniversary..












the scenary there...











we went out... then to a superb restaurant at Mt. Faber called the Glass Bar... darling had it all planned.. i m touched... we had our food n u bet the scenary over there is so great.. cos not many ppl are there.. we seems to have the restaurant to ourselves.. so cool.. the ambience is excellent.. i thoroughly enjoyed myself over there...
i cut my fingers, so darling helped me cut the chicken into pieces.. so gan dong... after that we sat the sofa in the restaurant n opened darling's gift for me.. its a digital camera.. oh my goodness.. i have the same feelings i had when i opened my birhtday present last yr... its an expensive gift but its sth i need it at the pt of time.. that time my hp spoil now my camera spoil... they all came in time n i m always loss for words... i'd mixed feelings.. the gift is sth i nv expected n i m surprised, shocked, happy, yet xin tong for having darling to spend so much... actually the feeling then dun think anyone understand.. cos i cant describe it too...

14th aug: depression sets in..
actually i dunnoe y.. i seems to feel depressed.. i hide it well in front of friends.. i tried to cover up at home... and i think the oni victim to my depression turns out to be darling.. i start to ignore him.. i start to distant him.. keep thinking abt our problems.. i dunno whats wrong.. everything seems to b in a mess...

15th aug: saving myself..
i tried to talked it out with my gang.. talked to da jie n susan... had sucha long talk with susan.. felt so much better.. darling had his disappointment form his ICG volleyball yet i cant do much n here i m causing more misery...

15th aug: bus fright..
a crazy guy sat beside me.. started scolding me n laughed loudly.. i was scared.. really scared.. lucky a man/uncle came to my rescue.. pulled him away n sat him down at another seat.. i bust into tears n alighted... i ran home.. n hugged my mum n cried...

15th aug: talk things out
having calm down.. i think thru stuffs.. n asked myself why m i behaving so weird-ly these days? i feel so paranoid... weak n lost... depression sets in again... darling called at nite.. told me to tell him everything i feel bad abt... we talked... end the call n seems to feel a lack of solutions even though we've chatted so long...

16th aug: flashes...
i woke up at 630am to wake darling up for sch... i received a rather cold sms from him after that...
i suddenly felt lost.. i asked myself what am i heading.. what do i want?
i wan a happy r/s, i wan a happy myself, i wan a happy darling too...
i looked thru our pictures... i think its becos sch reopens n we've got too much to handle n i felt insecured? i dunnoe.. but i realised i've been too depressed... i think too much le..
i love him.. i always do.. i miss him.. we've not seen each other for 2days? i mean we hasn't had time for ourselves.. or rather i m too distracted with my 'break up' thoughts...
i must have been too crazy... i m glad things seems to turn out fine.. i certainly hope so..

August the 13th

13th August 2005 was the first time u held my hands...
13th August 2005 was the first time u hugged me tightly..
13th August 2005 was the first time i heard "I Love You" from you...
13th August 2005 was the day u asked me to be your girl..
13th August 2005 was the day i agreed to be your girlfriend..
13th August 2005 was the day we start to had a wonderful relationship..

13thAugust 2006 now... will be the first time we celebrate our anniversary...
13thAugust 2006 now... marks a year to our relationship..
13th August 2006.... a day i look forward to...

HaPPy 1st AnnIvErsArY !!!

Darling, thanks for everything u've given me.... thank you...
last but NEVER the least....I love you!

Fireworks display

today i went to watch the fireworks display... sat along the esplanade there... reached at ard 7plus almost 8pm and people are like so crowded le... my goodness.. cityhall area is busted with ppl....
finally at 9pm the fireworks started.... wow!!! i din take pictures cos i rather focus on watching the beautiful fireworks....

alright projects are starting to pile up... at least one is almost there... deadlines have to be met again.. sigh~!!!

anyway i m still contented for watching the fireworks today.. thks darling for ur company!!

August 9th 2006

Happy 41st Birthday SINGAPORE!!!

p/s: this is my 100th entry..n i'm dedicating ti to my beloved country Singapore!!

Lessons are boring....

ya..lessons has started for like 2 days proper n i already had lots of assignments, presentations, group discussions and projects to come.. i have a few reports to do too.. OMG!!!

i m starting to hate going to sch...how???

die this yr my modules seems to be worse... i m all so stressed..n believe it or not its just the 2nd day of sch term...

grrr....3day week is not that great afterall... :(

pictures speak a thousand words..

this is us on cable car to sentosa...














darling with cool specs at 4-D cinemax














me with the 'tai tai' look or rather old look...














we r at the merlion top...














run away...














running away...



















darling strangling me... haha:)














cool!!! its his hand at my chin if u realise...














tired out after the whole day.. stick tongue out!















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this are my 2 trainees colleagues at Jurong..














our working table!!! me n beehong...n see our tortoises??

TA has ended...hols has come... lesson is starting...

yes my title has said it all...

TA has ended.. my stay at Jurong was made wonderful becos i have 2 other wonderful trainees colleagues n of cos some other colleagues there...

well when hols is here i fell sick.. haha:) had high fever since friday nite.. sat went to consult doc.. gotten a jab.. now still having flu.. haiz.. my mucus are disgusting..

Hols is here.. dar n me had decided to make this week a fruitful pat-toh week b4 sch start... it has been great so far.. i love everything we did tgt.. the lake house on monday, shopping n our moments on tues, Sentosa today!!!

kasoshe full force coming my hse tml.. so excited!!

next week sch reopening... i have 3 day study week.. shiok.. the not so fun thing is monday i have lesson till 1830... ok darling say everybody is willing to exchange for a tt like mine so i;d better stop complaining.. hee:)

i will post pics later on...