i wanna complaint!!!

haiz...
the AMX301 module

is really too much to bear...

first the readings are so super thick stack...
and never ending!!!! =/

then there are journals that MUST be submitted fornightly,
with an structured essay test which is just over...

and NOW the ridiculous E-Learning week's work...
to post not once, not twice... but thru out the week...
and mind you... no short post!! kill me...

and amazingly, this week is the week to submit another Journal!!!
WELL-DONE!!

I do not have just ONE module,
my dear AMX lecturer...
ur 3AUs are really hard to get!!!

this week i have an linguistic test,
next week i have chinese lit history test....
(absolutely hard to memorise the history!!!)

i still have a micro-teaching the following week...
then i need to submit my due FINAL assignments after that!!!

this sem is so fast that i cannot even breathe n sleep
properly at nite....
my mind is filled with the assignments....
journals...
work work work!!!

AHHHHH......
stress!!!

gotta temporary be away...

well its recess week
but as mentioned earlier...
it was not meant to be a rest break...

it was for us to
clear assignments,
study tests,
and to read up all those hateful readings....!!!
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well,
mood hasnt changed for the better...
still in the very EMO-tic swings...
haiz...=((


ineedapillarofsupport!! =/

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alrights,
think i may nt be blogging so often...
cos subsequent weeks are rather BUSY...
but dun worry..
i'll go by blogs n tag..
so u can keep ur tags coming in tooo....

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love is such a bumpy path
that need alot of effort to
overcome and see the finishing line...

are u there to over come this
path that is full of obstacles...??
as i seemed to only see u fading
drifting further n further
away from me....

i think i need u here.
cos i dun wish to be at this obstacle
ALONE!!!

some random post

heee=))
was looking thru my pictures
and saw some interesting pics yet to be blogged...

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my tortoises' new home!!!
yup daddy bot the big tank..
and mummy decorated it...

they seemed more enthu than me...
recently my mum started talking to them..
hahaha... i shall video it one day let u all see..
hahaha super funny...

the big tank...


the deco...
3 bridges and a tree summore...
and ur eyes are nt playing tricks...
there are some fake fishes... keke=DD


just to update:
the tree just pronounced dead...
yep my tortoises showed their team effort
and the tree was 'axed' down by them...
muahahahhaa=DD

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next up... yep my boy!!
NATHANIEL..
he's 4 yrs old le...
omg.. he was oni 8 mths old
we started babysitting him...

here are his 3 cakes
for his 4th birthday celebration...

1st one in sch...


2nd one at my place bot by me....


then... 3rd one oso at my place from his aunt...


see he wanted me dead...
cos i say he dunno how to
blow the flame off the candles...


see his cheeky smile... hahaha=))
dunno looking at where...


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well... week 7 of the semester has come to an end!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!
nxt week's recess wk =/

tonnes of work to be completed
-translation assignment (2) to be done
-chinese linguistic test to study
-chinese lit history test to study
-micro-teaching materials to prepare
-chinese history report's research to be done

what a great week ahead....
haiz.. super stressed semester...
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hmmm saying out what i need to say
make me feel so much better...
less emo and more looking forward to seeing u...

=))
cya on sat my lion!!

english test

Yesterday 16/9

super stressed out...
english test AMX301 was a horror to me...
haiz.. think im gonna do badly...
i really dunno how to go abt writing..

i simply ANYHOW link all concepts discussed!!
hahaha... i so think the tutor is gg to laugh her way thru my paper!!
cheers man...


p/s:
super depressed and sad.... its over..
so gg to fight more battles coming ahead..
sigh~!!!

happy 37th monthsary

有惊无险。。。

37th months has passed..
jia you ba... ~!!

happy 37th months..




p.s: sorry for the oh so emo stuffs again.. but felt much better pouring it out... pollute ur eyes for awhile la.. =D




有时真的累了。。
有时想有个依靠让我大哭一场。
别问我为什么。。
我只想哭。。
你可以借我你的肩膀吗？

oh so emo again...

有时，我很想大声喊出心里话！！

我没有外表看起来的那么坚强。。。
我是一个很钻牛角尖的女人，
想得太多了。

我有时也很想做个小女人，
想要有个稳定地依靠。

不知什么时候开始，
我羡慕其他人恩爱。。
心里觉得很痛。。。

好辛苦。。
好想大哭一场。。
我想我一定是累了~！

sometimes when we touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

random

i actually had so much to blog abt...
abt sch,
abt frens,
abt family,
abt Lion...

well i guess i shall do some random talking here... =))

又到了赶作业/报告、准备测验的时候了！！
心情总有些苦闷、烦躁与不安...
赶报告的同时，我想体重也增加不少吧！！
因为吃东西成了解压的管道，也是‘精神支柱’呢！

身边有些朋友，同学还是不错的。。。
至少，在你彷徨的时候，一句
‘你还好吧！’
多温馨啊~！

家里好像多了一位成员。。
用了‘好像’不是我得了幻想症，
而是因为那成员的身份还不是‘家庭成员’。。
（不知道我在说什么!!??）
其实，就是我哥有了女朋友了!!
上星期一起吃饭，我对她--- 我的未来大嫂
印象还不错。。
爸妈就好像有一点意见，
有时还听到他们在房里窃窃私语。。。
但他们对她的印象是ok的!
（矛盾hor ??）=D

我的笨狮子，
也不知道最近心情怎么样。。。
有时对我很热情，有时又很冷淡
感觉不太对！！
他忙我也忙，
难得有一点机会通电话，
最后又以吵架作收场！

分开会是最后的出路，
但这个念头想了就可怕。。
有时觉得我们性格都很固执，
再加上他心情烦闷，
我们常常都‘擦出憎愤的火花’，
不如就算了!!
可是总会在过了一会儿后
心中出现把声音告诉你：
“其实也没什么。。你还是爱他的！”
所以最后又不了了之了！

alrights...
enuff...
its getting too emo here le...
shall stop it before i get really emo!!
ciaoz...

next week amx test..
im so gonna die....

SG Flyer!!!

went SG flyer ytd...
yup... cos its free for teachers till sun...
wooohoo...

Like wat Mr. Lion says..
cos teachers' tax 是跑不掉的...
so since they use our tax money to build it...
they use teachers' day as an excuse to 回馈us...
LOLs...=DD

well its at nite when da ge, susan, me n mr lion
went over to the flyer...
so it nite view for us...
mostly 'um moh moh' (in chi means 黑漆漆)

pictures time....

the flight taking off....


the 3 of us...


me n mr lion... he doesnt seem happy hor??
see i told u he got black face liao...


the nite view of our city area...
can u spot the esplanade??


another city nite view...

random

the other day was chatting away with my TXs n XY..
then was on the topic abt our other half(s)...
then i told them how MR. Lion got his name...

Xiao bai TX was saying Mr Lion doesnt seem
to show his black face ahhh...
(she was totally WRONG!!!)
she say he always seems so bubbly n happy... (playful)
(this is oni a 假象.. LOLs=P)

they did nt see the black face i oways see
when he is ANGRY, ANNOYED, TIRED, or
WHEN HE CANNOT BE BOTHERED...
(the true self... hahaha=P)


LOLs...
so i promised xiao bai i shall get the evidence!!

so....here it is....
tadah.... booo...=((

super black face i tell u... =((

hahaha... i hope he doesnt show me this face
after seeing this post.. KEKE=DD

n i hope i wun see this anymore..
Mr lion be more expressive...
dun oni know ANGRY...
learn more expressions n show it..
then next time we can play
express it n guess it..
or taboo... hahahaha=DD

happy teachers day!!

yes its 1st SEPT again...

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

to all my teachers,
frens who are teachers ,
&&
frens that are teachers to be....

having received pressies n cards from the
kids n actually from their parents..
feel so... erm... touched??!!

haha...
anyway too stress to carry on...
tmr presentation..
n needa work n my journal
n assignments!!!!

ahhh..... =XX