deadly wk b4 sch reopen

its been a deadly wk since work started..
not as though it ever ends during the hols.. =/
but its work again..
and sch starts nxt wk..

i had long long meetings..
and more arrows coming my way...
i predict a tough yr ahead.
my form class. level leader. p6 work. writing committee.

alrights,
headache is killing me.. BAD!

baby's making me all so emo..
do u noe its always ur trust tt keeps me gg?

christmas celebrations

MERYY X'MAS~~~!!!

This yr i have quite a few christmas celebrations.. =))

first up...
with kasoshe..
our annual presents exchange cum gathering!!
this yr was held at vanessa's place!
we had turkey feast!! wow!!

pictures:

a very oh so farmiliar pose!!


hoay with the turkey!


us all eating happily...

up next was celebration with baby's frens...

it was cool.. we went brewerks@ clarke quay

had fun and also playing....

then was early christmas celebration with baby...

cos baby wun be in SG for xmas..

so we had an advanced celebration...

us with the xmas tree a hotel intercontinnental..

after buffet, time for pressies..

my present!=)

A bag...

his present, a wallet..

his previous wallet really CMI liao...

holes here n there... LOL=P

yep...

so its christmas today

n ytd evening baby left SG with his family...

so im left alone..

sad! plus emo too....

sch's starting for teachers soon.. sianz!!! =X

anyway, meanwhile

enjoy more..

merry christmas to all!!

shall stay tune for my malacca trip update! =D

Dawson flat

after knowing the clementi flat we applied
has low/NO chance,
i've been quite determined
to work out sums to purchase resale flat.

but upon receiving HDB letter informing us
abt the upcoming BTO projects
at dawson, bukitpanjang and Sembawang..
i was anticipating the dawson flat very much!!

ytd after gg school and was shopping around
LOT 1 for xmas pressies,
i received the HDB's sms abt the BTO released!!

got very excited,
went home n checked the website immediately.
very very happy to know tt the dawson's flat has got
over 1000 4-rm units this time round.
higher chance of getting an unit this time round.

but it has got several push factors to decide on:

1. the completion date is around mid2015 to early 2016.
(which means we need to stay with parents for at least 4 yrs
if we were to carry on with our plans of marrying in 2011.
which also mean our shu zhan-plans gotta have some changes.)

2. the cost of the flat. the 4 rm flat cost 373K-504K.
(for the similar BTO flat at BP oni cost 225K)

3. the area size of the flat. it is oni 83sqm for 4-rm.. pathetic!
(BP for lower cost is at least 93sqm)

the pull factors:

1. LOCATION! i absolutely love the location..
near town, near his parents, near mrt!! (major PULL factor)
(BP's super ulu ulu ulu..plus near expressway.. broooommmmm.....)

2. Value. becos of the location, the dawson flat is of gd value. even if next time we decides to change flat, im sure the flat's value is definitely good!

3. New 1st hand flat. better than resale in baby's terms.
(zy doesnt really like resale flat.. lol=P)

4. the design of the flat really attracts me so much!!! it has super high storey of 43floors.
(although cant fight pinnacle @ duxton)

5. more time to save money for the renovation and furnitures.

anyway weighing everything.
decided to apply first.
wait till feb2010 when the ballot queue comes
then we shall have further discussion.
since even if we were to carry on with resale plan,
it has gotta wait till mid 2010.

p.s: we've decided to have ROM on the same day as wedding.
thus no more ROM in 2010.

dawson flat pic

skyville @dawson pic..


skyterrace@ dawson nite view

sky terrace@ dawson day view

记忆开始模糊了

不知不觉，
分手一年了……
时间还真是不等人！

人真的是可以move on 的，
原本以为这辈子是不是已经无法再爱了，
却又让我再动心。

刚开始，我还真有点不舍，
担心自己会再受伤害，
也害怕会伤害人，
更担心自己如果再爱，
是不是也证明自己对他的爱也只不过如此。
我很笨吧？

刚开始，我甚至会有一点像是背叛他的感觉。
明知道自己没有错，却又不好意思。

但最近，我发现我的心里已经开始容不下他。
因为住进来的人我想要紧紧留下，所以对他，
和与他的记忆，开始模糊了。。。

我好像很残忍！

所以没有人是没有谁就活不下去的吧！
原以为这样失去他，心痛得无法呼吸的我，
可能会活得很痛苦，但还是过得很好。

身边的人让我重新认识爱，
给我信心，也让我很感动。
一开始就不在乎我心里还有他，
愿意紧紧抓住我，只要我慢慢放下他。

在你面前，哭着说因为他心很痛，
一定让你很难过，可是你从来都不埋怨，
还轻轻安慰我，告诉我我身边还有你。
谢谢你，我可能没有办法爱你像你爱我那么多，
可是我很庆幸，因为有你，
让我对他的记忆不再是悲伤，
而且也模糊了……

就算我残忍也好吧，
我总该腾出位子，
给这愿意在我身边爱我的你
住下来嘛。

old??

haiz.. i think gotta admit im old le... =((

sad leh.. as much as i wud always want to be 18..
whenever i did household chores,
my back ache like nobody's business... =/

the pain is like 坐也不是，站也不是!
suddenly rmb the song planting rice..
'planting rice is never fun,
bend from morning till set of sun,
cannot stand and cannot sit,
cannot rest a little bit...'

LMAO.. off track!
anyway needa apply medication le..
jia lat!!

okie gonna get back to my worksheets setting le..
sianz!!!!!!

7th monthsary

more than half a yr...
thks for everything.

we're very much into the planning
of our nxt stage of life n our r/s.

=)
i <3 zy...

emo-day

my dearest baby says
''every sunday is emo-day!
im gonna miss baby so much... until fri''

awwwwww...
=((


LOL...
anyway so its already 2nd wk of dec
i shd nt procastinate anymore!!

work shd be done b4 my trip to malacca!

jia you!!!

holidays

its the holidays le...
but then loads of work at the back of my mind
waiting for me to clear...

and i fell SICK...
went to the doc finally...
and lots of drowsy medicine to take...

everything makes me all moody n emo... =((

awww... i miss having fun during the hols...
i miss full time studying with my TXs n XY!!
i miss mugging n chatting with xiaobai n KL... =(

i still like studying life better~!

Holidays officially!!

YES...
its finally holidays officially for me...
but tt is oni to not seeing the kids and
need not report to sch!!

i have tonnes of work to do and i shall spare everyone
from listing them all out here.... =S

anyway today is an eventful day...

went to wedding fair at Suntec.
was super attracted to some of them...
the TAIWAN-romantic life is so attractive!
pics so nice.. too bad i cant take up the offer =((

then went SITEX 2009...
and i bought a desktop like finally...
yep... bought it at $899...
and my poor baby gotta be my 'delivery man'
and my installation man!!

shall play around the new com
when im doing my work soon....

cya...

its a busy yr ahead! =(

finally

its last day!!!!!!!!

hahaha...
Annual Prize Presentation
&
Primary 6 Graduation concert!

actually will miss my p6...

i'll miss yiheng, keane, xinyi....

yes!! finally its last day liao...
but tmr still got
p1 orientation...

ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!!

STRESS!!!!!!!

seriously!!
im super stressed out...
in school!!

the last wk where all next yr's deployments' out..
i have too much to handle..
frankly i feel i still need time to adapt to the sch system...

i need some time!!
MUM hasnt been at the best of mood and i feel very sad!
cos i cant even relax back at home! =((

time flies

its really fast!!
within a blink of an eye its already
nov!!

Mr ZY have been a great BF for the past
half a yr...
being there when i need,
showering me with lots of love and care,
being very patient with me...
and is really silly enuff to be bullied by me...

actually i really wanna thank you,
baby zy...
thank u for letting me be happy...
letting me noe i can be happily in love...
thank u for being by my side
even though u knew i was not yet over with him then...

ur perserverance,
sincerity and unconditioned love
never fail to touched me each time..

baby dear...
i love u...
and im looking forward
to many more happy times with u... =P

shocking

well i think its still a small world afterall....

PLEASE.. dun come crying to me again...
i really dont want and dont need YOU
in my life anymore.......

i really regret having almost losing
someone so much better,
over a worthless u....

no doubt i was v much in love with u
in the PAST!!
but now... i guess.. its OVER... OVER...

MOVE on...


p.s: ha.. so she calls u darling too?

random

well its another random post here..
have alot in mind to post..
but somehow in a lost...

Last weekend finally met up with TXs-XY
for my birthday!=))

thks ppl... finding time thru the term to meet...
and omg...
bad news: xiao bai TX cant meet.. =(
good news: she cant meet cos she's PREGNANT!!! =DD

we were over the moon when we noe this...
i was loss for words..
visited her then she showed us the scan pictures of her baby...
awwwwwwwwww... so touching!!!

oh well was browsing thru some bridal packages
and deciding alittle on the ROM stuffs...
quite headache ah..

cannot imagine wedding itself... =(

yawns!!

Im T.I.R.E.D!

i wanna go home and sleep..
but im still stuck at sch...
cos i have to discuss marking...

can we chop chop??


ahhhhhhhhhh!
*yawns*

birthday celebrations pictures

Yes... see as promised i posted...
but i missed out the pics with HL n KX..
got chance will post..

so.....


hmmm pics with pri sch gals
@ minds cafe boat quay.

thks for the flower!!

i won this!! monopoly deal!! =))

meeting with KESS w/o da ge

@ION orchard

thks for the vouchers~~!!

with baby dearest@
sentosa- siloso beach resort stay

our room=512 happens to say ??

surprise!! haha.. the banner

the nice scenary outside...

and the person behind all this planning...

baby n me!!

thank u baby...

for the card too...

and i wud nt forget the expensive dinner!!


one of the pic i took...


didnt take pics during the dinner,

becos i was under close scrutiny of the ppl...

No doubt THE CLIFF's ambience was great,

food was good...

but think i nt ATAS enuff to go fine dining..

LOL...

birthday celebrations

i wanted to do a proper birthday celebration post with pics...
but then i dun think i got the time now.. since im down with relief periods which leaves me with only 2 periods free for today and one of which is used up to clear my email...

anyway i wanna thank alot of ppl for making this yr's birthday v happy...

Kasoshe's celebration,
my family's celebration,
KESS celebration,
meet up with Kexin n HL,
my pri sch gals,
my baby!!

thanks for the meet ups and wishes n presents too...

and i wanna thk ppl like yanling, yimei, my cousins who also wished me too...
some colleagues too.. *shocking*

anyway will be back with more pics....

LOVE n LIFE

was checking the email and came across this from a colleague..
i find it v meaningful... =))


LOVE & LIFE
This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE.

My husband is S/W Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature
and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage,
I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before,
has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship
and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.
My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing
romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE..

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why? " he asked, shocked.
"I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment
only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament,
so what else could I expect from him?
And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality,
and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question. If you can answer and
convince my heart, I will change my mind. Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a
mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death.
Will you do it for me?"

He said: " I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his
response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his
scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that
goes....

My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but.....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs,
and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help
to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home
to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month.
I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to
save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to
remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling
down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...
and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting. ...
And as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer,
and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your
favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands,
the milk bottle and loaf of bread....
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to
leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.
When one is surrounded by love,
the feeling of excitement fades away,
and one tends to ignore the true love
that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms;
even in very small and cheeky forms.
It has never been a model.
It could be the dullest and most boring form ...
Flowers, and romantic moments are only used
and appear on the surface of the relationship.
Under all this, the pillar of true love stands...
AND THAT'S LIFE!

meaningful isnt it??

生日快乐

happy birthday to myself!
又老了一岁！

=))

the long weekend!!

actually on friday morning
i already feel super gd!!
LOL cos i can smell the great wkends ahead..

OCT is a month for me to celebrate..
yeah celebrate my birthday...
so this wkend is for my family...

just came back from gd food
and KTV session...
nv take pics.. cos nth nice to tk...

anyway looking forward to badminton tmr...
and.. haha.. monday where i can have a gd rest.

still in great mood.. lol

朋友-情人之间

朋友，
情人的开始。

姐妹常会在你有一些异性朋友围绕你时，
开玩笑说：“一切都是从朋友开始的嘛！”

我想也是，
想当情人，就得先认识对方，
至少不会在一认识的那一刻就成为情人吧！

从朋友变情人，
刚开始很微妙。。。
可能是认识已久的朋友变情人，
或是刚认识的朋友变情人，
不管怎样，都有一种‘越界’的感觉。

从此，不是朋友，
超越朋友，比朋友多了一些。
也许吧，所以很微妙。

但很可惜，
若有一天不再是情人，
是否可能又回到朋友？

越了界后，还能回到从前？
情感上的越界，
本来就难理清。
爱情有一条看不清的界线，
回到朋友的界线模糊了，
要怎么再成为朋友？

越了界后，
要找回那条朋友-情人之间的界线，
谈何容易？
好累，好痛，好伤！

虽然，
从朋友变情人，
再变朋友，
像是美丽的结局，
但是美丽背后换来的泪水，
可想而知。

或许真的，有些人一辈子注定只能
短暂经过你的人生，
就是不会成为你一生的朋友。
虽然短暂，但也足够了吧？

从朋友变情人再变朋友，
我想真的只能写成歌来唱，
不适合发生在现实世界里。

grad n family proof pictures from the studio...

so this time round we went Bright studio
instead of Serangoon Broadway...

effect was so much better...
=P

so these are some of my individual shots..
=))

yeah!!!

this is one of my fav shot!

next are my family pictures...=))

PSLE day 3

Mother Tongue Paper!!

*on a side note*
lol my period came late for last month
and i suspected it cud be due to stress...
and true enuff it came just b4 the MT paper!

ok back to the topic.

paper 1 was not easy..
the picture interpretations cud be misleading.
just hope my students are smart enuff to
write properly!!!

paper 2 quite ok.
actually i wudnt say its an easy paper.
but i think manageable enuff for my students to do!

ok glad its over...
so time to chiong my p4 n 5 le...

monday SCIENCE!
my student cant wait for it to be OVER..
me too... LOL=P

PSLE day 2

well PSLE day 2 ---Mathematics!!

paper 1 was still manageable.
but...
paper 2 was a tough paper to me..

as i invigilate and told them time's up
they were shooking their heads n sighing away!!

i started worrying for them...
i m afraid it affects them for tmr's MT's paper!!
=(

PSLE day 1

hohoho
so after all those count down...
its finally PSLE day 1 today!!

i am an internal invigilator...
my head told me she hasnt seen
a BT doing invigilation...
1st time...
LOL...

and yep i was abit lost..
but manageable...
=)

invigilation was tiring..
BORED was more like it!
sianz..

so another 4 more days to go..
alrights back to SA2 paper 1 marking!!
=X

PSLE week

2 more days to PSLE!!
my class is completely saturated...
they cant wait for PSLE to be over
so tt they can celebrate!!

LOL=P
think they're already no longer nervous!

anyway, so last wkend was a super fast wkends...
fri evening was spent in sch for mid autumn celebration till 10plus.

sat morning went HDB with baby to do application for the
sales of balance flats..
then was a busy day with my bro wedding preps
then to take my grad as well as family photoshoot
then went over to baby's uncle's birthday BBQ.

then came sunday,
tuitions n then housework chores
and just slacking at home...

here comes monday blues again!!!
ahhhhh~~!!
sianz.....

AH HONG!!!!

hey yo babe!! its ur day!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Ms Ng Lay Hung!!!

bro's ROM..

long awaited day.. Its been a few months since this day was fixed..

And so its e big day of my bro..
ROM..
congratulations bro and da sao.. :)

disappointment..

i hate promises not being kept..
It may be only a small matter
but it means to me!

I'm really disappointed.. :((

20092009

20th September 2009
is also written as
20.09.2009

so b4 the day ends,
i wanna summarise the great day with a post!

early morning,
went to 红星酒家 for dim sum breakfast
with my whole family!
dad, mum, bro, sis in law, me n baby!
whole table full of food!!

these are just some of the food...

and then... there're more but... well

i wanna eat so no time for pics!!

haha...=P

initially my plan was to go cycling,

in the afternoon wif my pri sch gers...

so i dun mind eating more...

but LOL due to unforeseen circumstances

we had to change plans n so...

im stuck wif the FATS!!

anyway so we decided to watch movie n dinner!

watched 'the 'ugly' truth', n had dinner at waraku!

pictures!!

on our way to meeting the girls!

dinner time:

lian n Mr. J

me n baby

lay hong!!

went to some where outside marina sq

to take pics...
lol

me n baby...

the 3 of us! cheers!

baby n me, lian n Mr.J

hahahaha... monsters!

flower girls!

happy birthday in advance!! =D