i will MISS euu...

yes... its the time to part again...
babysits always kena this kind of prob de...
haizsshhhh~~!!

today's the last day this boy is with us...
he's gonna go childcare liao...
im sure gonna miss him loads...

2yrs of gan qing liao...
everyday see him...
so nt used to it leh...

hopefully he will grow up happily n well...
一定要快乐健康地成长。。
姐姐会想你的。。
T.T

mid-autumn festival

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it was mid autumn festival ytd...
e park at my estate was brightly lit up..
wif candles, sparklings, lanterns...
very nice and joyous...

at least it made me forget some un happiness...

what should i do???

Life's full of ups n downs...
i've been thru lots of ups n downs...

i strongly believe the down will be over soon...
UP is coming...
i need to go UP again...

how can i go UP there again...
i miss it so much...

mum's health is a concern...
im terribly worried..
our r/s is at stake..
very fragile, very unstable..

wat shd i do???

鱼与熊掌如何兼得？
手心是肉，手背也是肉！
叫我如何做决定呢？

in search of the strength to carry on..

at least im thankful tat
YOU assured me everytime i tried to let go..
my FRENS stood by me and offer suggestions and concerns..
APPRECIATED them...
thank you my dears...

nathaniel tan

有感而发

我告诉友人
我最喜欢周杰伦‘不能说的秘密’主题曲
的某一段歌词

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐。。。

喜欢这段歌词
因为我觉得很真实。

人生中也许有很多你喜欢，
觉得很美丽的事物，
但是
是真的喜欢，
还是，喜欢当时陪伴的人和感觉？？

我喜欢到电影院看电影，
但，我绝不可能自己去看。
我喜欢的是
与朋友一起‘评’戏，
与爱人一起依偎看戏。

我喜欢吃美食，
但某些地方的美食，
少了身旁的伴，
感觉就不再一样。

看到了一些事物，
不禁想起了一些人。

想念是痛苦的。。。
怀念更叫人心碎。

super troubled

super duper troubled...
why?

im super stress from work...
all deadlines...
tests--- 50% of total grade
(u noe... those grades affecting type of test)
STRESS laaa...

and recently not tat things arent stressful enuff,
my family n r/s prob arose once again...

all the threaten(s)
and sleepless nites...
all the 'if u dun do this, i shall do that'
making me so so so DEPRESSED!!

i am breathless le...
suffocating...

sometymes,
i mean sometimes...
i really wish i had the courage to really
just let go of everything...

leave this hateful 'place'
go away as far as i can...
i dun wan to face all these
pressing problems anymore...

ive dragged it..
i noe...
i dunno..
im lost..
lost in these hateful pressing prob
that i dun wan to face

call me a coward..
but if u were in my shoes...
u cant be any better..

then again,
u may be better
cause i am a failure...
for now....

是非题--- by fan wei qi

in love wif fan fan's new song...


每段故事都有一片剧情
每段爱情都像动人弦律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱 越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能 诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能 诚实面对自己
我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你 永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情
Hey-Yi-Yay~

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你 永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的 爱情
Hey-Yi-Yay~

M.I.A

M-I-A for quite sometime...
feeling rather low...

alot happened...
dun wish to say too much..
thinking of it already makes me real real
EMO!!!

im really tired...
i need to sort out some thoughts asap...

anyway,
i had a gd gathering wif weilin n ros on thurs

and also a great dinner plus hang out
wif my dear cousies....
nice~~!!!

rite...
i guess...
its time to get myself to study mode...
then.....

get ready to go overseas...
yeah....

tiring...

feel so extremely tired....
today set off from home at 5 mins b4 7am
haiz...
still reach sch ard 8plus..
the bus journey killsssssssss..... =X

tmr gotta do ancient chi lit's presentation
haiz... Mr. Li Bai pls pls pls...
dun fail me...

ya i super tired...
drank 2 cups of coffee...
think it doesnt really help lehhh...

sigh....
so tiring... everything...
haiz...

...
i am really sianz...
i need to get some good rest...
i think...
i think..
i think.

think so??

anyway,
this is a pic i got from my ros sis... our KTV-ing time.. keke=))

我很想爱他...

我很想爱他

天空下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你的身边陪着
可是我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑是很勉强的

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

爱情是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人都是受害者

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
爱情教会我们都放不下

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

emo-ing in progessssssss.... NOT AGAIN!!!

yaaaa...
why why why??
haiz its the time to be EMO again...

cos in an hours' time...
it's gonna be be be
back to the
oh-so-boring
lessons again...

haiz...
sianz ah...
though e-learning sianz... but
no nid wake up so so early
n no nid squeeze the stupid bus...

iya
too emo to blog more...
byeeee

bye bye E-learning...

yea!!!!
cos e-learning is finally GONE!!!
goodness...
i love it...

anyway,
so thurs went KTV-ing
wif my dearest da jie & susan..
the toopid da ge pung seh us...
go eat wif his fren..
so oni joined us for dinner..
okay okay
at least he came for dinner..
IF NOT!!
.................................. >.<'''

yup so fri...
after getting to know evrything was fine
for our e learnign proj from MISS BA PO...
a.k.a LAO SUN from sandra.. haha=DD
i decided to go KTV again wif Rosalind SISTA...

we really enjoyed ourselves despite oni e 2 of us...
LOVE it loads,,
the songs we sing
how we sing and how we try to split n sing tgt..
really COOL....

then met up wif MR. LEE
for RATATOUILLE
NICE laaaazz....

hee=))
so i had a great thurs n fri...
thats not all..
haha cos TODAY...

i went for tuition
then brot the kids out for badminton
they enjoyed so much laa...
really happy...
then we went to eat sushi..
ate quite alot ah,,
the kids love it to the core....
they ate alot too...
hmm...
i SIMPLY love the outing..

okok...
then me n MR. LEE got nth better to do..
dunno go where to PAT TOH...
decide to just hop on bus n have a bus ride..

den just ate again wif mum...
n i went blading at my void deck wif my BRO..
haha he just learn...
so so so he FELL SO MANY TIMES...
MY GOODNESS..
haiz... poor gor gor..
haha (um chio).... keke=XX

kk long post...
ciaoz...

hateful n stressful week

its a struggle to work in this e learning wk..
simply hate it laaa...

very EMO...
very stress
very depress....

do NOT disturb...

london bridge fall down,
my work also falling down...
haiz... sianz...

some pics...

yeahhhhh...
finally gotten these pics from weilin last nite...
so so so so nice...
its her bdae celebration..
tat day i purposely went back to sch for her bdae...

me wif weilin...


the 3 sistas...


PM session teachers...


funny one...see the oni guy??? oways kena suan by me... haha=))

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rite so so so
just now my beloved proj grp mates cum tong xues
came over my place
had discussion n did our e-learning proj...

too pid laaaz..
but manage to clear it le..
so so so...
i still have alot more...
individual ones...

sigh...
dying le la...
grrr...
days without my NIE jiemeis wif me to suffer tgt
aint good at all..
haiz..
i miss da ge, da jie and susan...

hahaha=)) think its rather true???

saw this at mei's blog... decide to try it out..
rather true indeed...
hahaha=))

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a giving soul. Way too giving in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

E-WORK!!!

yep...
eeeeeeewwww...
its E-learning...
sianx..
bo bian la..

so so so
better get down to work n less playing liao...
sigh~~!!!

i must get down to work le....
=(((

S'pore Zoological gardens

yeppp=))
as planned...
went with my NIE jie mei n da ge to ZOO...

had so much fun seeing those animals
we made fun of one another.. keke;)))
took fotos..
pics will be uploaded SOON!!
(when they give me)

then it RAINED!!
so 扫兴 la...
but nvm so we say go watch movie lor..
wanted to watch RAT-ta-too-ee
but then...
haizxxxx
selling fast la..
SOOOOO....

watch 1408...
damn crappy la...
no wonder its one of the few shows
tat was nt selling fast @j8
tot was scary but then...
its CRAPPY instead.. haha

great day overall..