deadly wk b4 sch reopen

its been a deadly wk since work started..
not as though it ever ends during the hols.. =/
but its work again..
and sch starts nxt wk..

i had long long meetings..
and more arrows coming my way...
i predict a tough yr ahead.
my form class. level leader. p6 work. writing committee.

alrights,
headache is killing me.. BAD!

baby's making me all so emo..
do u noe its always ur trust tt keeps me gg?

christmas celebrations

MERYY X'MAS~~~!!!

This yr i have quite a few christmas celebrations.. =))

first up...
with kasoshe..
our annual presents exchange cum gathering!!
this yr was held at vanessa's place!
we had turkey feast!! wow!!

pictures:

a very oh so farmiliar pose!!


hoay with the turkey!


us all eating happily...

up next was celebration with baby's frens...

it was cool.. we went brewerks@ clarke quay

had fun and also playing....

then was early christmas celebration with baby...

cos baby wun be in SG for xmas..

so we had an advanced celebration...

us with the xmas tree a hotel intercontinnental..

after buffet, time for pressies..

my present!=)

A bag...

his present, a wallet..

his previous wallet really CMI liao...

holes here n there... LOL=P

yep...

so its christmas today

n ytd evening baby left SG with his family...

so im left alone..

sad! plus emo too....

sch's starting for teachers soon.. sianz!!! =X

anyway, meanwhile

enjoy more..

merry christmas to all!!

shall stay tune for my malacca trip update! =D

Dawson flat

after knowing the clementi flat we applied
has low/NO chance,
i've been quite determined
to work out sums to purchase resale flat.

but upon receiving HDB letter informing us
abt the upcoming BTO projects
at dawson, bukitpanjang and Sembawang..
i was anticipating the dawson flat very much!!

ytd after gg school and was shopping around
LOT 1 for xmas pressies,
i received the HDB's sms abt the BTO released!!

got very excited,
went home n checked the website immediately.
very very happy to know tt the dawson's flat has got
over 1000 4-rm units this time round.
higher chance of getting an unit this time round.

but it has got several push factors to decide on:

1. the completion date is around mid2015 to early 2016.
(which means we need to stay with parents for at least 4 yrs
if we were to carry on with our plans of marrying in 2011.
which also mean our shu zhan-plans gotta have some changes.)

2. the cost of the flat. the 4 rm flat cost 373K-504K.
(for the similar BTO flat at BP oni cost 225K)

3. the area size of the flat. it is oni 83sqm for 4-rm.. pathetic!
(BP for lower cost is at least 93sqm)

the pull factors:

1. LOCATION! i absolutely love the location..
near town, near his parents, near mrt!! (major PULL factor)
(BP's super ulu ulu ulu..plus near expressway.. broooommmmm.....)

2. Value. becos of the location, the dawson flat is of gd value. even if next time we decides to change flat, im sure the flat's value is definitely good!

3. New 1st hand flat. better than resale in baby's terms.
(zy doesnt really like resale flat.. lol=P)

4. the design of the flat really attracts me so much!!! it has super high storey of 43floors.
(although cant fight pinnacle @ duxton)

5. more time to save money for the renovation and furnitures.

anyway weighing everything.
decided to apply first.
wait till feb2010 when the ballot queue comes
then we shall have further discussion.
since even if we were to carry on with resale plan,
it has gotta wait till mid 2010.

p.s: we've decided to have ROM on the same day as wedding.
thus no more ROM in 2010.

dawson flat pic

skyville @dawson pic..


skyterrace@ dawson nite view

sky terrace@ dawson day view

记忆开始模糊了

不知不觉，
分手一年了……
时间还真是不等人！

人真的是可以move on 的，
原本以为这辈子是不是已经无法再爱了，
却又让我再动心。

刚开始，我还真有点不舍，
担心自己会再受伤害，
也害怕会伤害人，
更担心自己如果再爱，
是不是也证明自己对他的爱也只不过如此。
我很笨吧？

刚开始，我甚至会有一点像是背叛他的感觉。
明知道自己没有错，却又不好意思。

但最近，我发现我的心里已经开始容不下他。
因为住进来的人我想要紧紧留下，所以对他，
和与他的记忆，开始模糊了。。。

我好像很残忍！

所以没有人是没有谁就活不下去的吧！
原以为这样失去他，心痛得无法呼吸的我，
可能会活得很痛苦，但还是过得很好。

身边的人让我重新认识爱，
给我信心，也让我很感动。
一开始就不在乎我心里还有他，
愿意紧紧抓住我，只要我慢慢放下他。

在你面前，哭着说因为他心很痛，
一定让你很难过，可是你从来都不埋怨，
还轻轻安慰我，告诉我我身边还有你。
谢谢你，我可能没有办法爱你像你爱我那么多，
可是我很庆幸，因为有你，
让我对他的记忆不再是悲伤，
而且也模糊了……

就算我残忍也好吧，
我总该腾出位子，
给这愿意在我身边爱我的你
住下来嘛。

old??

haiz.. i think gotta admit im old le... =((

sad leh.. as much as i wud always want to be 18..
whenever i did household chores,
my back ache like nobody's business... =/

the pain is like 坐也不是，站也不是!
suddenly rmb the song planting rice..
'planting rice is never fun,
bend from morning till set of sun,
cannot stand and cannot sit,
cannot rest a little bit...'

LMAO.. off track!
anyway needa apply medication le..
jia lat!!

okie gonna get back to my worksheets setting le..
sianz!!!!!!

7th monthsary

more than half a yr...
thks for everything.

we're very much into the planning
of our nxt stage of life n our r/s.

=)
i <3 zy...

emo-day

my dearest baby says
''every sunday is emo-day!
im gonna miss baby so much... until fri''

awwwwww...
=((


LOL...
anyway so its already 2nd wk of dec
i shd nt procastinate anymore!!

work shd be done b4 my trip to malacca!

jia you!!!

holidays

its the holidays le...
but then loads of work at the back of my mind
waiting for me to clear...

and i fell SICK...
went to the doc finally...
and lots of drowsy medicine to take...

everything makes me all moody n emo... =((

awww... i miss having fun during the hols...
i miss full time studying with my TXs n XY!!
i miss mugging n chatting with xiaobai n KL... =(

i still like studying life better~!