the last day of yr 2006

yes, year 2006 is coming to an end...
when clock strike 12 tonite its
welcoming of the year 2007....


to mark the end of 06 and the start of 07,
i made him this card...
drew the pictures myself,
the envelope i make myself too....

front view of envelope..


back view of envelope...


front of the card...


the inside..


anyway, he planned the outing,
and off we went to....



Yes...
KUSU island...
its my first time there...


on the ferry trip...


and this is our lovely key chain
bought at HK...

we hang on both our Deuter bag..
and its the first time we use the same bag
after coming back from HK...

wished for a good year...


the marble tortoise...


yup i love this...


big big tortoise at the tortoise sanctuary


us with the tortoises behind..
but we too fat la.. hahaha:)

nice tortoises....

its a great outing....
serenity is to describe the place...
i enjoy the place...
we enjoyed the place..
we're both happy
and
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.
.
.
.
i'm glad i made the right choice
that is to be HAPPY...
let it go and be happy...
trust once more..
its important...
for u
and
for me!!

clothes and cupboards...

hee:P
stayed home today...

want to have a good rest
b4 the new yr starts..

since its a good day today,
i decided to pack my clothes
and my new cupboard..

tadah...
presenting my new cupboard...



this is my usual cupbpard..
now packed with all my formal wear
and jeans...


while i packed,
came across a skirt i love..


but.........
i din wear it after one experience with it..

it was made of light material,
will fly up with the slightest gust of wind..
once i wore it and it flew up and embarrassed me...
i told myself i wun wear it anymore,
unless something is done to it...
or the place i wear this skirt to has NO WIND AT ALL!!!

anyway.. i am happy with myself... hee :)

kasoshe meet up..post xmas ktv session

yuppie.. its always been nice to meet up with friends..

with our busy schedules.. our xmas party was dragged till today..
and we had KTV session at party world-Jurong...

had tuition b4 that...
while the rest of kasoshe went to visit Yuan Wen as she just had her 'jaw' operation...
heard she's recovering well.. am glad...
and she'd bian mei le... cool... i m excited to see a new yuan wen...

after KTV had a great dinner with them...
sad that van had to leave...
nonetheless, the meal was great..

he came and join us for dinner too...
i know he wanted to tried the bbq stingray..
therefore when i know we're eating there...
i hint hint...
ha... :)

anyway thks dar for the treat...

well on the whole.. today i had a simple but nice outing...

share with u my SANTA CLAUSE!!! (made by him)

rainy season...

every year around tis time,
its the rainy season...

i rmb every year ard tis time,
its a cold season..

as usual this year at this time,
its the rainy cold season...

the rain cause ppl to feel moody,
i somehow agree...
yes he was the one who said it...

guess its one of the few things he said that i agree so readily ba...

hmmm.... i've been asking myself...
what have i done for him to deserve him?

and what have he done for me to deserve me?

yes looking back, he has done alot more than me...

i was the one who defies him,
i was the one who angered him,

but ......

he is the one who chose to forgive and apologise first,
he was the one who look over my weak points and magnify my good points...

guys can forget but hard to forgive,
girls can forgive but can never forget....

i've been asking myself if i can forgive and forget..
i know its been heart breaking for u on how i treat u these few days...

just like i dunno if it'll rain tml,
i dunno if things will repeat again in future...

i can forgive but i know i will find it hard to forget...

wound will heal..
but..

it leaves a scar...

and the scar will never subside
even though
u've used the best medicine to conceal it...

i've not changed neither have i 'bian xin'...im very sure...

grumbles

hmm... lets see...

Christmas is over...
i wun say its been great but then its still a nice festive season to celebrate with ur love ones...
He gave me a Fila bag which i mention that i like it... a Multi media card reader that i need for my lappy and a card... plus a self made santa clause which is the BEST!!! thks..

Boxing day...
had tuitions... sigh..
rain whole day too..
went vivo aft tuitions... had dinner shopped for my photo-printer ink and paper..
off back to home...

today had a long tiring day.. firstly net was down in the morning... sianz..
then teach my cousins... vomit blood...
then still teach them... blood almost drying...

well,
i guess my posts recently have been too pessimistic le..
i need to cheer up.. and find back my old optimistic self...
i will be happy...
i will...

merry christmas

well its christmas eve today....

friends... enjoy ur day today and i hope you guys have a great christmas celebration....

ENJOY!!

just another saturday...

hmm nth much happen... been feeling tired easily..

is it i've been too lethargic which results in this or am i just too weak...????

anyway results are out.. din do quite good as expected... GPA dropped once again... haiz... from 4.03 to 3.84 to 3.79.... haiz... nonetheless i wasnt much affected by the results la.. cos i feel practicum still holds alot if i wanna cross over or not... 1 A, 1 B+, 2 B and 2 B-... sigh.... (did i just say i wasnt affected???) LOL...

just came back some time ago... went to Ryan's house with him... played with his daughter and viewed his new home.. food was nice...

and also dinner with his family and ah ma... food was nice... and considered relatively cheap liao... had some laughter with his two cousins... so funny kids... i guess i simply adores children... though they can be mischevious but then again..they have their funny side...

tired.. just feel like closing myself into my own world...

he told me wat he got for my xmas pressie cos it was wat i intend to buy for yimei as her b'day gift... i understand his efforts.. i know his disappointment but i just dunno wat was best to be said to him... but just an assurance i love the bag too... really thought of buying for myself too de...but just thot i had quite a few bags liao...

well this can also lead to a misunderstanding btn us... sometimes i really dunno how long do we need to finally understand each other moods and stuff so that we can end these torturous fights...

i guess i m really being too sensitive and i also dont know... paranoid?

i think i need a psychiatrist... haha... save me by intro-ing me one good one...

some photos

some HK trip photos that i missed out... they were from da ge's camera... hee:) enjoy...

sad...

haiz.. Christmas season is just round the corner but seems like the mood to celebrate is not there...

nonetheless i manage to reward myself by spending lots and lots of money on myself... i've decided to treat myself a good one... i bought lots of clothes for practicum next yr and new year's clothes too.. haha kiasu??!! maybe ba.. cos i dun wanna meet the 7% GST... hahaha:)

anyway, been staying at home most of the time due to rain.. perhaps?? or deep down inside me i just dun wanna go out??!!

the feeling in me is so miserable... i feel like pouring them out but i feel so hard to do so...

the devil and angel are talking to me again... why?? why is it so hard???

things u dun know wont hurt u...

When i'm in sec sch, whenever i had some problems unresovled... and i;m trying to probe or find out more...

my good fren then would tell me straight to my face...

WHAT U DON'T KNOW WON'T HURT U!!!

i always find ot hard to accept her quote... i felt very puzzled back then...

recently i gradually understood what she meant...

it took me so many years to really figure out what she meant and adviced me back then...

i discover somethings i shdnt have known...

maybe i've once again let my imagination run wild but...

i start to understand i shdnt have found this out...

it just hurt... and i can tell u jealousy really makes me go mad.... i hate this feeling... i hate it to the core...

its ok.. i will get it over soon.. i will console myself..

i guess wat a friend said is true "living space" is the most impt in any kind of relationship...

i will learn... i will...

Happy 16th Monthsary...

Happy 16th monthsary to darling...

thanks for the day spent together..
thanks for the love..
thanks for the card..
thanks for everything to make today a wonderful day to be remembered...

i would be looking forward to our next date and gonna miss u when u're not around with me...

i love this pic....

bonus... $$$

hee well got my pay plus bonus today le... sigh~!!! why sigh cos i think money not enuff ah... hee:P nonetheless, i still happy that i am abit richer than ytd... hahaha:)

ytd accompanied him to do his physiotherapy at NUH for his back (slipped disc)... physio seems to work and he seems able to accept it this time after the session... haiz if oni he listened to me and my mum and continued with the session since march he could have been better le.. but never mind.. nothing is too late.. just hope physio will help and he need not undergo the operation.... *prays hard*

anyway we went to capitol to watch a movie "trust the man" haha... dun ask me why we watch that but cos we dunnoe what to watch and that seems to be a good and matching time movie... but it was quite nice... plus it oni cost $6 per tix.... cool...

had dinner at a jap restaurant at PS... and i think the food taste not bad and its cheap... hee:) im feeling happy that we din spend alot cos i feel that darling need to save more....

anyway, he was rather sick and in order to further NOT feel sick.... we went to consult the doc at my place there... which according to him is cheap.. he had quite alot of medicine.. cost him $26.. i think its really rather cheap...

so today i insist he stay at home and rest....

wanted to go shopping with my mum but in the end... we were just too lazy to go out and by the time we are ready to set off its already 5pm... so in the end we waited for my bro and i dismantle my home PC to give my cousin's children...

clean up some mess created by dismantling the PC and it was 6plus le.... so hungry and off we went to westmall to eat dinner.... and finally am back...

recently accompany my mummy watch 'qiu tian de tong hua' vcd again... hahaha:) but i find its nice lei...

okie finally gonna meet up with my nie jie meis again....

kinda miss them le.. hee:) da ge, da jie and susan........fri i am so looking forward...

photos....

happy feet outing: shawn, germaine, shina, mummy, me and darling...

Day 1: xing guang da dao/dessert shop

Day 2: snoopy world and huang da xian temple/monkey god park

Day 3: lantau island

day 4: ocean park and the peak

Day 5: some random pics i have yet to get from da jie and da ge... we took them at the HK airport....

ABC concert feat. mayday, pin guan and chen shen:

some updates....

Warning!!! this is gonna be a long post to make up for the MIA period....

24nov06-- last paper, chi lit test.. sigh.. was a pretty unexpected paper to me... din really expect qns to be set this way but nonetheless was glad it was over.. hope to get pleasant grades with the minimal effort la... haha:)

25nov06-- went to vivocity with my mum, cousies shawn and germaine plus shina my neighbour cum student and my darling... we watched happy feet... nice show... and we ate fondue at haagen daz... NICEEEE!!!! haha.. my mum say like eating steamboat the western style...


26nov06 @3.45am--- i called my dad to ask him why he hasnt come and fetch me to the airport then he realised he had forgotten abt it after he picked up his passengers to so many places... omg.. luckily i set an earlier time for him to fetch me.. so in the end i was the last to reach the airport.... but off i went happily to HONG KONG by jet star asia....

26nov06 @10.20am-- i reached HK... took the A21 city air bus to our hotel... check in the minute we reach there and off we went.... first day is the 'find out more day' we went ard our hotel to have lunch... ate at the 茶餐厅and then we went to some parks, shopping mall, hard rock cafe, dessert shop '唐朝’and last but not least the 星光大道... tired out cos we walk mostly.. went back to hotel rest b4 we went out for dinner... da ge bot some snacks too... had the yu dan too...

27nov06-- we had dim sum for breakfast early in the morning.. nice.. at least nicer than the ones in s'pore at a reasonable price.. went back hotel wash up changed and off we went to take MTR to go 'ocean park' but too bad the rain came once we reacher there... change of plan.. went else where... spotted the snoopy world at a shopping mall... went there.. after that we walk ard, then to wong da shin temple (黄大仙庙) after that we had a short tea break over the nearby cha can ting.. my goodness it gotta b the lousiest one i had over at HK... bleah~ :( but since we need to stay there cos it was raining so i ate.. if not... haiz.. anyway after the short break, we went pass the betting shop and we decide to try our luck and bet on their mark six and we even discuss abt abt how we will use the prize after winning.. crazy le... hahaha:) after that cos i need to use the toilet so we went to somewhere nearby and found an interesting park.. it has a theme of the monkey king... then we had a long walk to have an expensive seafood dinner.... wow its really expensive each of us paid S$70++ for the seafood dinner... not expensive??? we oni had 2 dishes.. prawns and fish.... *sobs* but the oni console is it is nice... then we took the mini bus back to nearest MTR.. my gosh, mini bus is really fast sia... after that we went back hotel wash up and rest... we went out for supper at 许留山for dessert.. not bad.. but da jie like tang chau's mango pudding more...

28nov06-- we went to lantau island (大屿山), went there by MTR and cable car cos we not sure abt ferry ride and cable car is the new way of gng there... we had some prayers at the temple then we went in to have vegetarian food for brunch (we had no breakfast).. the spread on the table is amazing... and its nice.. doesnt really taste like vegetarian... had a long long day there.. then we head back to the MTR station and shop around at the shopping mall there which have all the factory outlet there.. prices are rather cheap... then off we went to mong kok... ladies street(女人街).. we had dinner there and shop ard there... we had a long time shopping there.. things were nice and all of us had some bargains over there... tiring but most fruitful day...

29nov06-- we had a simple breakfast at the 茶餐厅…just beside our hotel.. it was a nice breakfast... at least i like it alot.. haha.. then we swet off to 'ocean park'(海洋公园) and went in successfully.... it was a pleasant day... yippeee.... we had so much fun there.. see those sharks, jellyfishes, nicer underwaterworld...and those thrill rides... we also played those games that u will see in pasar malam... ball throwing and such.. basketball throwing.. at least i know da ge..ahem.. cant really throw.. hahaha:) anyway, it was fun and we had comic drawing of ourselves and end it off with Panda viewing... the 2 panda were so lazily shy... but see how greedy they eat those bamboo shoots.. nice... then since we are at Hong kong island (our hotel is at kowloon, the other side of hongkong) so we went to the Peak(山顶) the night view there is excellent!!!! very nice......cold wind... whooooo.... by the way the tram ride up the peak is so scary... it is so steep.... u can really feel the gravity.... my goodness... since its the last night i mean last dinner, we decide to eat a nice dinner at the restaurant which have a v nice name call '霸王山庄' very 'manly' name hor??!! nice food too... hee:) had a really good rest after the dinner..

30nov06-- slept in late... meet up and check out of hotel at 11.30am... wanted to go try out the buffet steamboat '有骨气' thinking that we had 霸王 last night so today muz also have 骨气but turn out the buffet oni starts at 5pm.. disappointed and off we go to a 'very good' restaurant... haha the service is iyo not good... the food is not bad...'烧鹅' is superbly nice... and yes to double confirm the restaurant name is really call 'very good restaurant'... hahaha:) did some last minute shopping nearby and really the Adidas retail shop there is cheaper than in SG... so we had some great bargains again... haha:) bot some chewing gums... collected our luggage and then off to take A21 back to HK int'l airport... atw mac for dinner over there.. walk ard and finally check in... walk around with some left over HK dollars decide to finish spending them... bot tidbits and also a pooh sun shades... nicee... plane was delayed..

1dec06 @12.20am -- plane landed, we are back to s'pore... daddy fetched me and bot duty free wine for my bro and back home... packed, washed and bathed and finally rest at my own bed at 3plus...

after that was the same old mundane life in s'pore.. spend most of the time resting at home or go shopping with my mum....spend a day or two with darling too... we went to the museum opening performance... nice.. fireworks and water display... cool!!!and finally... i also had my hair coloured and trimmed... visited my godmum and my aunt too... spend my hols quite fruitfully....Last but not least....

6Dec06-- ABC's concert at indoor stadium feat. chen shen, pin guan and MAYDAY!!! yupppies... i had such a high time singing along there... but tired too...7Dec06-- went to NUH with darling for his back repeat visit and he had decided to operate after we grad from NIE... off we go to the new IKEA at Tampines then to Thomson there for his craved chicen rice dinner... and he send me home b4 he go meet his friends for birthday celebration...

and here i am blogging....
long post hope u enjoyed.... hee:)tired out~