rainy season...

every year around tis time,
its the rainy season...

i rmb every year ard tis time,
its a cold season..

as usual this year at this time,
its the rainy cold season...

the rain cause ppl to feel moody,
i somehow agree...
yes he was the one who said it...

guess its one of the few things he said that i agree so readily ba...

hmmm.... i've been asking myself...
what have i done for him to deserve him?

and what have he done for me to deserve me?

yes looking back, he has done alot more than me...

i was the one who defies him,
i was the one who angered him,

but ......

he is the one who chose to forgive and apologise first,
he was the one who look over my weak points and magnify my good points...

guys can forget but hard to forgive,
girls can forgive but can never forget....

i've been asking myself if i can forgive and forget..
i know its been heart breaking for u on how i treat u these few days...

just like i dunno if it'll rain tml,
i dunno if things will repeat again in future...

i can forgive but i know i will find it hard to forget...

wound will heal..
but..

it leaves a scar...

and the scar will never subside
even though
u've used the best medicine to conceal it...

i've not changed neither have i 'bian xin'...im very sure...