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happy b'dae to my cousie-win
happy 20th birthday yo...!!!

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well...
hmm...
i was still thinking tat
at least peace have crept in to my life
but once again
the fear gushed in like mad waves...

haiz...
'please dun make me angry anymore!!'
'Do wat u deem fit!!'

wat other words could be more hurtful..
esp when they come out from ur closest LOVE...

sigh....
i hang in dere cos a fren told me
'hang on dere,
its ur love for each other that will solve all prob..'

i hang on..
held on tightly...
i wished i could turn off my ears..
sometimes..
it may do me good..

i regret...
or maybe not...
regret is not appropriate..

haiz...