woke up n glad my fever has subsided.. it was never great to fall sick at this time.. but i'm feeling so much better becos mummy my no.1 doctor was to my rescue... she boiled me the drink she always does when i've got fever n she took care of me through the night.. i guess even though she always seems to b angry with me she loves me a whole lot..
i always disagree when darling says my mum is bias..and i feel hurt when he says my mum doesn't treat me well...becos i know it was never true..i may grumble when she scolds or restricts me but that doesn't mean she loves my bro more..
maybe yes in terms of housework.. but looking at the big picture it wasn't alot n my bro was just spoilt by my granny since young.. i can vouch i've seen n heard too many times my mum nagging n thrashing out with him over the dishes n his mess in his room..my mum just simply gives up after so many yrs..
so... my mum isn't bias.. she gave me the same she gives my bro.. she protects me more than my bro.. which is why it has often been seen as restrictions n unfairness..
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enough of biasness back to my day..
gave tuitions to kai qi n kai sing.. haiz their mum wanted to bring them to sentosa so i oni gave them each an hr of tuition..
after that met up with a fren for dinner.. was glad i had someone to accompany me.. little was exchanged among us but more was the accompany i needed.. din had much appetite..
i miss darling.. i think really do.. does he feels the same? i had no idea.. :( sigh i feel like crying again...... grrr.. stop can i stop being so sad n emotional........ ahhhhhhhhhh!!! i'm getting on my own nerves.....
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