the love and hate relationship

well i feel that i have this love-hate relationship with everything recently...

• with another trainee from general..

i will always bicker with him and then we start to like tease each other... and sometimes i just hate his teasing.. but i like it when he will start to show concerns after my class observation and ask if i wan to eat anything when he goes doen to the canteen...

• with my SCM

i mean i really hate it when my SCM is so bias.. she will like show more attention to the general ppl... grrrr... and she keeps delaying the call to my SUPERVISOR.... luckily my sup is understanding man... but i like her when she tries to share her experience and some stuff with us..

• with my CTs

well basically i love my CTs... they are very easy going ppl and then they will not hesitate to share anything.. one of the younger CT will automatically give me the SOW, lesson plan, classlist and tell me who shd i look out for when i teach subsequently... i 'love' him so much... but i dun like it or hate it when they are so blur blur blur abt everything abt this TA.. they dun noe what to do and sometimes seems so busy to even hear me explain abt it... haiz...

• with the computer terminals in my sch

the com terminals are so near my desk in the resourse room or what they call the 2nd staff rm but then its not connected to any printer.. haiz love n hate!!!

• with World Cup

i love to see the game being played.. the display of skills n ideas on the field... the excitement of supporting a team n then u see them play u cheer or swear at them....oh my... but then i hate it when its like so late n i will like lose my sleep... i hate it when it causes conflicts... haiz..

• with my bro

i mean if u are one that know me well enough.. u shd know i am actually very close with my bro.. i may be like always quarrelling with him over any issues but i love him... i mean i hate it when he doesnt do his dishes or throw his temper at anyone but i simply love it when he cheers me up.. grrr.... love-hate!!

conclusion

well i dun think i can resolve this relationship but i just hope the LOVE will increase and the HATE will disappear if not i am going to go beserk.... hahaha:)

tonight's England match!!