communication is an art!!

looking at my post title...
do u agree??

i really do feel communication is an art...
if u dun communicate well it will bring unhappiness
but if u do,
u get ur voices heard and things will go well...

anyway the following text is emo post
u may choose to leave if u're rushing for time.. LOLs
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ytd
cos of some miscommunication
Mr lion and me almost broke up..
we were really unhappy wif each other..
we felt we couldnt communicate anymore...

i was super upset
n decided to give ourselves a break.
full stop.

initially i wanted to even off my phone,
cos im afraid i will gif in...
but luckily i din...
cos i got an sms from him
telling me what he feel..

and i replied back how i feel
n explain my rationale of my actions..

though he gave me a cold reply
but i sense his 'i not so angry' & 'pls dun initiate break up' tone.
i decide to communicate..

i met him again
took train again
n we both reconcil w/o much words exchange
cos we both noe its just a misunderstanding
and a lack of proper communication...

i feel often enuff we had miscommunication..
we did not voice out our views or explain our actions
thus causing more harm...

communication is an art that i have to learn
if not our relationship would be on the rocks again..

i shall learn the art of talking first!!

i guess sometimes im really a hard nut to crack..
i dun like to talk to ppl..(am i weird??)
esp when i feel tired,unhappy, moody, emo n angry...

sometimes i prefer to think over a qn popped
but i din say anything
leaving ppl feeling im not listening to them..

when i talk i wish to get my pt across
if ppl misunderstand me or dun get what i mean
i feel angry or pissed off...
haiz...

mum says this is very bad
lion say this is very bad..
but its hard to change...

haiz...
life is so unfair...
(p.s: dun ask me why i say this cos i dunno why)