你没想像中爱我

石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂
该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能
再从你的怀抱感觉到什么

不爱我别再说
假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~
谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

你没想像中爱我

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this song is very nice..
i was attracted firstly by the melody..
then while searching online for it..
i saw the lyrics..

i think from diff angles,
u will read the lyrics differently...

at first like i told honey KL today,
this song is depicting in a 3rd party perspective...

having to hide the r/s
n feel neglected...

but just as i was posting,
i read another perspective of the lyrics,
it could be the actual girl who found out abt the 3rd party
but chose to forgive the guy,
but yet is like 默默承受 the pain...

esp this "你的存在 让我更寂寞"
its true...
when i was still holding on to my previous r/s,
i feel so lonely and emotional...
the feeling was terrible even though he's still with me...

but now,
when we've separated,
it is better for me,
and i really found myself happier than b4...

不爱我别再说
假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
this is also so true...
when the love is lost,
when i hear him say he still loves me,
the pain is much more than he doesnt say it!

well,
anyway... this song caught me emoing awhile..
but dun worry...
im fine.. =))
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ytd he called...
n we chatted awhile..
been awhile since we last chatted...

i noe he's under tremendous stress in sch..
judging from he's nt sleeping well i noe...
cos he's one tt would slp onc ehe hit the bed..
now tt he's having insomia n needs cough syrup's
drowsiness to make him slp..
this is serious!!

but i can only be here for u,
as a friend...
when u say ‘你会支持我的hor ?’
i admit i din noe how to reply...

but ‘当然啦!’
came out from my mouth b4 i could think...
well,
i just hope u'll cope well..
jia you ba... =))